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Recieved: 1999/07/23 06:45
Subject: [K-list] clearing karma. (Was: 3rd Chakra)
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent


On 1999/07/23 06:45, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:


At 11:27 PM 7/21/99 , Maureen Heffernan wrote:
>> and when I am
>> empathically clearing karma from someone else,
> * * *
> All I have read tells me that taking on someone else's or clearing
>karma is extremely rare and very complex. Can you expand on how this is
>done?
>Thanks,
>+ Maureen

  Sure.. I would not say that it is rare or complex.. it becomes natural,
for Kundalites, at a certain stage of development, but it will be quite an
essay to explain it all..)
   Most often I am moved to teach these techniques, as a coping strategy
for those who are troubled by too much empathy.. who are being inundated
with other people's emotions. In that state, they are already troubled by
taking on the Karma of others, whether they want to, or not.. and need to
learn how to release it.
  Empathy begins to show up as the ego-barriers of separation break down
into greater and greater unity.. we start to become plagued by too much
sensitivity to the emotions of others, and resisting this effect only makes
it worse.. resistance is useless. It is more effective to surrender to the
unity, and process the emotional content on behalf of self and other.
  What is needed at that place is to recognise that Empathy-unity come from
K. in action, and experiencing it, is Goddess offering an opportunity to
exercise compassion.. an investment opportunity, what we send out returns
multiplied, and what goes around comes around.. so once one begins to take
on the task of doing, the K-fire return payback is a nice rocket ship.
  We can only see in another, what is reflected in ourselves, so the
experiences of other, are also bringing up our own karma to be released, as
we release it from others. Process of Karma Yoga, I think it's called, in
the East.

   As K. does it's magic and our stuff is released, the process of taking
on Karma thru empathy/presence goes more autopilot. That which is not
reflected doesn't stick, doesn't require conscious attention to release. It
just flows thru, and the wider the flow, the more quickly it is swept away
by the current.
  When free will has been surrendered, there is no free will to provide
resistance to empathy. It is at the earlier stages, when other people's
stuff is triggering our own crap, that more free will attention to
conscious surrender is needed.
  The process that begins as an annoying receptivity to other people's
feelings, at it's completion is the Presence of Grace.. brush against the
sleeve of the Holy one, and you're cured of cancer. :) I'm not quite at
that stage,yet..:) LOL!! But here is a sample, of my newest slave-student's
experience of me:

>Mystress it was so good to hear Your voice... while i was talking to You i
felt everything that was in tumult inside of met come to a screeching halt
and this sense of calm sweep over me..... my heart rate slowed down and i
was filled with peace and love...i felt warm... Mystress thankyou so
much....
>>
>ok now for a question... when i told You that i was healing more
>quickly than usual these days.. you looked in at me and acted as if this
>is a natural occurance.. which for You i am sure that it is... but i
>have always been a slow healer.. a sore on my legg would be that way
>almost the whole season.. now.. i get a "razzberry" 3 days later than a
>team mate and i heal almost 2 weeks faster despite the fact that i am
>reinjuring the same area time and time again....
  <razzberry= road rash from sliding into base playing softball>

>also with my hand Mystress... there is no way that i should be able to do
>what i am doing with it.... even when it was swollen really bad.. i was
>able to funtion almost normally....
>
>so what changed??? or are You doing this???
 
   We are both doing it, her receptivity and surrender + my Shaktipat
presence. Where two or more are gathered..
  Karma can be very complex, but understanding all of the threads of it is
not what is needed from the vessel.. the K. handles that part, Shakti's
infinite wisdom takes care of it better than a human mind can comprehend..
I just allow myself to be used, and I get just enough information to be
guided in my actions, but I am not shown all of the ripples...
   
  Empathy is the simplest form of Tantric Unity.. if you are feeling
someone else's feelings, it is because two have become one. Their feelings
have now become yours, so you can use your free will to surrender them.
When you release them within yourself, they lift from the source, as well..
because 2 are 1.
  It is impossible to change the world, except by changing inside yourself.
Change others by becoming them and then changing inside of yourself.
  When it happens spontaneously, Goddess has given consent, and She also
provides the power. To do it deliberately, simply identify with the person,
Like "walking a mile in their moccasins".. focus on the unity of all
things, and on them being a part of you, and you will establish unity with
them, and begin to feel their feelings. However, when doing it as an act of
free will rather than Divine inspiration, it is important to get consent
from the person you are working on.
  Especially in the beginning, it is important not to bite off more than
you can chew.. beware the road of "good intentions". Judging someone as
"needing fixing" according to one's own opinions gets real messy, coz it is
one's own resistance to other that is the true motive, and that resistance
will multiply like bunnies and wear you out. Gotta take the stone from your
own eye, first.

  Where there is not resistance there is a superconductor.. :) Compassion
is the ideal motive, but I have noticed that sometimes Goddess will use
annoyance to draw my attention to things, just as she uses pain in my own
body to tell me where is stuff of other that is wanting compassion.
  However, as with blockages and lessons, my first action is to surrender
my annoyance, then I am told the purpose of getting my attention. Usually
at that point I can act on it compassionately, with understanding.
   Sometimes the anger is stuck, and tho I can detach from it, and look at
from the Witness state, no matter how many times I surrender it, it remains
in my body and won't go away until it is vented back whence it came.
Goddess won't accept it back, coz She gave it to me in the first place, to
pass on as a gift to someone, and my judgments of it being an unworthy form
of expression are my resistance to doing Her will, making the bunnies.
  Sometimes anger is used to get me past my "spiritual person" "Nice grrl"
programming/resistance/detachment/laziness so I say things that are not
nice, but need saying. All things have their duality.. an example of a
positive use of righteous anger is "MADD: Mothers against drunk driving".
   Anger can be a positive motivation, but I tend not to trust my anger
enough to act on it, unless I have already spent some time trying to
release it unsuccessfully within myself.
 
  I actually use a lot of different methods, like shaktizap by eye lasers..
LOL!! Hadn't realized I was doing that, until someone dreamt of me giving
her a tune-up and wrote to ask what were those bright bright beams shooting
out of my eyes?? What was all that purple light? (The violet flame of
St.Germane)
   I also use the power of the Grail, and sometimes Tummo fire.. but those
are opened experientially.. not everybody can access those, so I'll pass on
simpler methods.

   I guess the first thing to consider is, what is Karma? I think of Karma
as the emotional content of memories. Karma in action is re-acting to
previous memory experience. Re-acting as opposed to responding. The
expression, "once burnt, twice shy" describes it well.. the negative
emotional memory of pain from the past, causes a reaction in the now.
  Whether you see the glass half-full or half-empty.. your unique personal
ego-perspective.. depends on the whole previous positive or negative
experience you have had of full glasses and empty glasses, etc. When these
emotional memories are cleared, there is simply a glass with some liquid in
it, and no need to make judgments. How you respond to the glass will depend
entirely on the needs of the now, not on programmed re-actions from the past.
   Negative experiences create limiting beliefs, that we cherish as
"lessons".. like, "nice guys finish last", or "life is hard then you die".
Our beliefs create our experiences: that is Karma manifesting.
  Some people think they need to hang onto the Karma until they get the
lesson from it, but that is an ego-trick showing lack of faith. You have
to give up what you think you know, to make room for new information. That
is why Zen Koans are so confusing.
Believing in a need for lessons is an attachment, and ego-illusion. Have
faith. If Spirit wants you to know something, synchronicity can make sure
you get the message. An email, a line from a movie or a song on the radio
will resonate with wonderful meaning, if you are open to hearing it and not
blinded by preconceptions. Goddess provides. Chuck the blockages, make room
for Divine insight. All of our opinions and beliefs do not define the
infinite, and by surrendering them we make room for something better.
Separation-beliefs erode and are replaced with the Knowing that is Unity..
know nothing, be everything.
 
 Judging Karma bad or good is illusory.. both are attachments. "Maybe
good luck, maybe bad luck, time will tell".
   What we call good karma is usually the bright memories.. but those take
one out of the now as surely as the bad ones.. like Alzheimer patients who
have retreated into their happy childhoods, and abandoned the Now... or the
compulsive gambler trying to recreate that one "lucky" win. However, it is
the stuff we judge as bad karma that most likely we are most in a hurry to
be rid of. :)
  It is by the emotional content of Karma, that we discover it. I find I
watch people as I speak with them, and I notice the movements of their
energy body as they re-act. Most often I see what look like grey cloudy
abstract shapes that approximately correspond to muscle groups.. what
Wilhelm Reich calls "body armoring". If I am doing it by remote I will tend
to feel it in my body, more.. as mild physical discomfort that draws my
attention to what areas need clearing.
   For example, if I am dealing with someone who has a lot of power chakra
issues, I might feel a tightness around the bottom of my ribs like I
cannot take a deep full breath, or a knot in my stomach, or an ache in my
back... I observe the sensation with detachment, not resistance.. it just
Is.. and get an idea of the size and shape of it. Get a handle on it, so to
speak.. so I can give it away.
  If I am feeling fancy I will follow the connections it makes thru the
body. Most stuff will make a complete circuit up and down of the body,
where it is feeding on the energy meridians.. with my attention I might
trace a stomach knot's threads down one leg and thru the foot into the
earth, back in the heel, up the back of the leg following it's own path to
the boulders and around one side of the head, and back down the front to
the knot. However, usually I am too lazy for that, and instead just ask
Goddess for everything attached to the knot to be removed as well.
  My work is *faith* based. Anything you believe in, will work, if you put
faith in it.. Creative visualization fueled by K. is quite a power. Self
limiting, too, since I cannot use it to accomplish what is not Divine will.
Actually, I don't even see other people's stuff, unless I'm supposed to act.
  I clear a lot of stuff by asking my male unconscious, who manifests as
Archangel Michael, to handle it. He does. Faith is like a muscle, the more
you exercise it the stronger it gets. Practice, practice, practice..:)
  
  How to clear stuff: (this was posted previously)

  1)Faith method. Give it to Goddess, or whatever Deity or force you honor.
Just say
   
   "Goddess, please take this from me, it is a gift for You. It's Yours.
Thankyou very much."

   Then distract yourself from what you have just handed over, by taking a
deep breath or two. The shift of attention means you are not maintaining
attachment to it by still focusing on it. Goddess provides. Feel it flowing
out your head. (usually.. but sometimes out your feet, and sometimes
burning up in heart chakra alchemy or simply disappearing.)
  Sometimes it's release will be accompanied with muscle twitches and a
desire to stretch. Muscles tighten against the old memories of pain, and
relax when the memory is cleared. One of the most dramatic cases of this,
one of my slaves grew 5 inches taller in a single night, as all of the crap
that held him in a slouched posture, curled protectively around his belly,
fell away. He went from not being able to touch my ceiling no matter how he
stretched, to being able to press both thumbs against it in a matter of
hours.

Essentially, the action and the prayer takes several parts.
   Recognition of stuff, somehow thru visualization or feeling, getting a
grasp on with awareness in order to identify it, point to it somehow with
your attention.. to define the intention of what "this" refers to.. but as
simply as possible, not trying to find out too much about it coz your focus
of curiosity will make it grow.
   "This" might be, this pain in my body, this feeling of doubt, this funny
grey bit of resistance I am seeing/feeling, this annoyance with so and
so.. any way you can point to it, as what the gift is, will work.
   The reason you offer it as a gift, is that Goddess doesn't judge it, and
your negative opinion of wanting it gone, is also an attachment. Reverse
the attachment with gratitude. Everything in life, including life itself is
a gift of Spirit, whether we judge it gift or garbage from our limited
perspective, gift is what it is. Try not to be sarcastic, that is more
resistance.
"It's Yours." Affirming that Goddess owns everything, and that includes
our separation beliefs that make us think some stuff is "ours".. Give it
all back, and see life thru the eyes of Spirit.
  "Thankyou very much", is thanking Spirit for accepting the gift.. which
is showing faith that you believe and expect that It will, that It has.
Thankyou is showing trust that nails the request into the Now, seals the deal.
  Shifting your attention to taking a deep breath afterwards, detaches
attention from it, and also shows that you believe it is handled, Spirit
will take care of it, and you are not gonna worry about it anymore.
  Faith, surrender and gratitude, do the magic.
  Don't worry about giving up too much, or giving away something you need.
It all belongs to Spirit, anyways.. What is given to Goddess, comes back
better if it is still needed. Take a look and see, for yourself. After the
pause of breath, gently turn your attention to where the thing you gave
away used to be.. and you will discover you see it, if it is still present,
completely differently... Spirit's eye view. All of it's silver linings
will be showing. Give up karma, get back insight and compassion.

  2)Question method:
  Blockages and issues are essentially, the karma of previous limiting
decisions. Thoughts are *things*, and all *things* have consciousness, so
it is actually possible to clear everything from allergies to possession by
ghosts, by speaking to it directly, and asking it to transmute into light.
   Treat blockages as entities.. Thoughts in the body do seem to take on a
life of their own, eh?
  Precede your request with this series of questions directed at the
feeling/blockage/entity/illness/ghost. Do not listen to the answers to the
questions. The answers are simply the chaff of ego, and giving your
attention to it's answers empowers it to wanna stay put...
  Some of the questions are repeated several times, so I'll indicate that
and save typing..

What is your purpose?
What is the value in holding onto this body? (or home, or location, etc.,
for clearing ghosts from places.)
  What are you?
What were you before that?
And before that? (10 x)
What will you be in the future?
What will you be after that?
  And after that? (10 x)
  You don't have to do that anymore. Unconditional love can find a better
way. Transmute into light.

 Technique originally from "Access" light working technologies, via
Carol Hathor.. www.soulwisdom.net They call it "Trilite entity clearing"..
I refined it a bit.. it's really easy to do.

  I did this one with <...>, and she said it was a classic hypnosis
induction.. her logical mind.. she could not explain tho, my confession
that it was the third time during that telephone conversation that I had
used it to clear her blockages, the first two had been by silent telepathy,
the third time out loud, for demonstration purposes, so she could learn it
herself...:) hee hee..

  The questions disconnect the entity from the present moment, so they
remember they did not always take the form they have now. Originally, they
were made of light, came from light, ("we are the transmitter of thought,
not it's originators"-Itzak Bentov) and they happily go back there once
they have been reminded that they have the option. They transmute when
given permission by your free will.
  Sometimes I tell them there is a fabulous welcome party there waiting
just for them, or the light is where to find whatever it is they are
seeking. I don't reject them, <demon, ouuut!! > Resistance is useless.
Instead I persuade them that someplace else will be more fun.
   Since thru the unconscious we are all connected.. it works by thought
just fine. Think of the column of light above your head, to show it where
to go.. and it will.
   Usually it will have a collection of supporting thoughts and
considerations around it/connected to it, and since these are all now
leaderless, give them all permission to transmute, as well.. this will
clear it from every cell..
   I like to do an extra cleanup, by clearing it throughout the hologram..
Ask Spirt for the stuff to be transmuted totally in all dimensions,
realities, levels, reflections, etc.. throughout the entire
multidimensional universe of All that Is, in top-down fashion from point of
origin. This causes stuff to vanish/transmute from it's origin in the past,
and it's non-existence as an influence ripples forward thru time like
dominos falling, to cease existing in the Now.
 
   It's fun. Fun to watch folks change in response to the work of your
thoughts.
  Nature abhors a vacuum, so it is important to fill the "holes" with light
or else a clearing session can leave you feeling kind of "empty", and
seeking attachments to fill the void. Surrender the karmic stuff, then also
surrender the hole where it used to be.. like a bugs bunny cartoon,
portable holes, hand them over..LOL!!
  "Goddess please take the hole/space/place and fill it with Your Grace and
Light. Thankyou very much." Breathe in light, thru your feet.

  3) Burn it up with the Violet flame of St. Germain.. Ask the blessings of
the St., and fill and surround yourself with violet light.. crown chakra
color for Divine Will and insights.
 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Welcome to Boddhisatva. You have become Ground Crew. You were given the
empathic experience of unity, in order to learn the alchemy of transmuting
the Karma of another.. which by reflection, is yours, anyways.. there is
only One. This stuff will be cleared, something else will be cleared
another day, in another person. Good paychecks, Karma wise, for the
compassionate work. Everything given to Goddess returns multiplied
blessings. No-place to go but up.
  The empathy is Goddess saying here is an opportunity to Serve. Tell Her
Thankyou.

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