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Recieved: 1999/07/04 20:29
Subject: [K-list] Fw: Am new on the list.....a couple of questions for y
From: Deidre Baker
On 1999/07/04 20:29, Deidre Baker posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: Deidre Baker <dbaker53ATnospamhotmail.com>
Sent: Sunday, July 04, 1999 11:20 AM
Subject: Re: Am new on the list.....a couple of questions for you.
> At 11:35 AM 7/4/99 , you wrote:
> >Hello Mystress! I have been reading forwardings of this list for awhile
> >and decided to join.....I have found them to be very helpful.
> The list mail seems to get around..:)
>
> >My main question is : Do I need to know how far along I am in my
> >K-awakening? I have read alot on this subject in the last few weeks and
it
> >has come to me that I have been K-active since birth in this physical
> >life....
> Wheee! Hey sister..:) I do a lot of awakenings, but the ones who are
> born awakened like myself, I think are specially gifted.. we are like a
> different species, almost.. not to get supremacist on you or anything. :)
> The best way to guess where you are at, is by looking at the current
> issues in your life and seeing what chakras they are associated with..
> however, this is not necessarily accurate coz no two awakenings are alike.
> I was born with chakras open to the third eye, but life events shut down
> much of it, for survival and so they reopened again as a teenager, and
shut
> down into spiritual winter for several years.. and opened again in
adulthood.
>
>
> >in fact have done much to slow down this process :)
> We who are born awake go thru teacher training in the school of life,
and
> find all of the potholes along the path and fall into many them and find
> the exits personally.. so we have the experience of being human, to be
able
> to resonate and teach humanity. Don't beat yourself up for the side-trips
> that you judge as errors. See perfection. Their purpose will be revealed,
> when the time is right.
>
> >Now that I am
> >aware of where and why the energy is there.......do I need to be aware of
> >exactly where I am in the process???? or do I just keep on going? This
> >energy has been with me so long that switching to consciously controlling
it
> >has been so interesting.
> The process happens smoothly when you don't try to muck with it too
> much. Consciousness perspectives are too limited to see all the ripples
> from any action. Follow your bliss and your curiosity, look for
> synchronicity and let it lead you, rather than thinking of yourself as
> being in control and seeking control. Stay grounded, and everything else
> takes care of itself.
>
> >
> >Question #2 is elementary.... when you massage your chakra areas....do
you
> >massage the body part or the air above it????? :)
> Uh.. it's not an either/or.. depends on the impulse I'm given with
> different individuals. Often it is with thought, or breathing. Often it is
> by remote with someone on the other side of the planet.
>
> >Question #3 is elementary as well....How do you know which way your
chakras
> >are spinning?? or do you know because you just become aware of them?
>
> Either/or is black and white thinking, and K. is the rainbow of All that
> Is. My chakras spin in different directions, depending on what Goddess is
> using me for in the moment.
> If you want to check, learn to use a pendulum.. or simply ask your inner
> guidance to make sure they spin the way they are meant to in service to
> your highest Good, as Goddess Wills, and stop worrying about it.
>
> You missed the point of the post, which is it's duality: that I am not
> "in charge" of what happens in the playroom. My appearance of control
comes
> from my having surrendered free will, to be a vessel of Divine Grace.
> My actions in session, do not come of thought and decision, once the
> boundaries have been established by the pre-session consultation.
> I describe actions of the past, but their perfection was a result of Zen
> no-thought spontaneity.
> I am describing how Goddess moves me to respond to what I am presented
> with. I am hardly aware of myself at all, when I play.. my whole focus in
> on the slave.. on what they are presenting, the many layers of information
> they are giving me. I'm not leading, but appearing to lead by using my
> wider perceptions to follow, one step ahead.
> Being able to do such a dance of healing requires complete attention to
> the here and now, surrendering to being the vessel. If you move into the
> future with thought, judgments and expectations, then you move out of the
> point of power in the awareness of the Now.
>
> The power of K. does not come from directing free will, but from
> surrendering to Divine Will for you. The path your higher self made before
> you were born into linearity. When you want to judge yourself, to meet
> some arbitrary standard that someone has put in front of you, you are
> projecting your judgments onto the perfection of what Is, in the here and
> now.
> Collect information, coz it is empowering to faith, to find
> validation..;) but realize the K. is limitless manifestation, bigger than
> all of our ideas about it. Thus, everything we think is wrong, coz mind is
> limited and K. is not.. but it's also right, and will work coz limitless
> manifestation answers to the prayers of thought and belief.. thus the
> warning label: be careful what you pray for.
> So, if you use free will ego consciousness to muck with K., then the
> monkey is flying the space shuttle, and it is likely to be bad for the
> monkey and the spacecraft.
> (In my head Bowie sings Space Oddity.. "Ground Control to Major Tom..
".. )
> You are the monkey and your body is the vessel. Turn the control of the
> vessel over to a higher intelligence, the ground control transmissions,
and
> happy landings. :)
>
> now I have confused you thoroughly, and this is a good thing, because it
> is only when there is confusion of old ideas that we become receptive to
> new ones. :)
> >
> >
> >Thank you for your help....:) Even though I have had this energy and
> >psychic energy for my whole life....the most simple things..I have never
> >done...or perhaps I did these excersises ( #2) unconsciously...????
> Likely. Consider, is it that these things are moving into
consciousness,
> or that consciousness is melting into the unconscious and coming to live
> from a different perspective. ?? As above so below.. it is both. :)
> Dunno if you meant to send this post to the list. forward it if you
like.
> Blessings..
>
>
>
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