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Recieved: 1999/06/27 13:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] Tired atoms and finally being oneself
From: Colette T

Colette T wrote:

> Amanda, hi. I relate to the fast jumping vibrations .. so fast they
> took
> me on a turbulent, emotional, polarity rollercoaster for years.

> Light emotions then dark emotions (positive then negative) test after
> test coming round so

> fast, over n over again and again .. and th fear .. and the Love ..
> raptures, terrors, anxiety, bliss,
>
> Finally when I got too tired to resist one day - I let go. Just let
> go. Let go resisting! I got a surprise.
> ....
>
> In that Holy unexpected moment I found myself off the wheel and in the
>
> center. Silent, Free. Still.
>
> No vibration. Calm. Freedom. Existence. The Peace Space I call It.
>
> This was a Taste.
>
> I have felt the fast vibrations like razor blades rubbing inside me.
> They are quickening my vibration to take a higher vaster energy. I am
> the vessel. I am
> now that rate. It gets calmer. Love is .. I think .. calmness,
> serenity,
> and freedom from polarity chains. You can still play as polarity
> duality.
> But you know Self as not any of this. Not this, not that, free of all
> of
> it. It's a Mystery!
>
> Ain't it Grand! Somehow Joy kicks in!
> Wahoo! I aims to center there as Joy in my Heart. Seems teh vastness
> localises in teh Heart as this is non dual - unified. A place where
> Unity may express on earth through a dual system (Me!).
>
> Gosh!
>
> :-)
>
> Col

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