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Recieved: 1999/04/27  11:32  
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: It's all such a wonder....... 
From: Gcwein1111
  
On 1999/04/27  11:32, Gcwein1111 posted thus to the K-list: 
Hello again TG:     I just looked at my post and felt that it still didn't  
clearly answer your questions, so a few more words. I compared my brow  
sensation to one of sucking air in when I breathe (inhale) at bedtime---since  
that occurs involuntarily it feels like attention, focus and meditation  
happen at brow automatically. This happened every night my first year and in  
the day also if I focused for a few seconds--a constant sucking in and  
pulsation--then it 's seemed to recur more now after my dream. Regarding the  
severe physical problems I had after my last retreat with Swami: they were so  
bad that I initially couldn't believed they were from k. It wasn't till my  
doctor ran alot of tests and through up his hands in total confusion that the  
light came on and I realized. It was a scary realization for me because I'd  
grown comfortable with k by then--it'd been over 3 yrs, I'd had all kinds of  
different side effects and phenomena and thought I knew the full extent of  
what it was likely to do to me---it was also unpleasant to face that this had  
resulted directly from my work with Swami---but my confidence in him at that  
point was such that I figured he could still use his powerful energy to help  
resolve any problem that developed. But it was not to be. Hope this answers  
your questions.   love   Jerry
 
 
 
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