To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/03/01 07:28
Subject: [K-list] Gnosis and mailformat.
From: Haakon Rian Ueland
On 1999/03/01 07:28, Haakon Rian Ueland posted thus to the K-list:
Hi,
one of my strongest memories from my K-awakening, was the feeling of Gnosis
I had for a short while (impossible to time, my sense of time was gone
somewhere - or rather, I had gone somewhere where there were no sense of
time).
Gnosis, and I am sure much better definitions exists, is a feeling of
allcompassing wisdom. Everything that you have experienced in this and
former lifes fit into a whole. The bad stuff and the good stuff all added up
to --- me, and I saw that nothing was meaningless.
I also remember how Jungian Archetypes neatly fell into place. Right before
my awakening, I had glanced through a pack of "Jungian Tarotcards" (AKA
Tarot Psychology) I had just bought. Now, it all fell into place. I saw how
them people I met were combinations of archetypes. A man; lots of the
mother, lots of the child, gently carrying a little child. A doctor, pieces
of the healer, the mother, the father, the light - moving slowly alongside
an old woman.
(If there are any Jungians on the list - I am sorry if I am using wrong,
perhaps misleading names of the archetypes. I simply don't know them, since
I have only seen them on a carddeck with no names).
Anyway, that feeling of allcompassing wisdom is something I will cherish all
my days on this plane.
Another, much darker vision I had when awakening, was my vision of hell. In
my hell, there were no satan, no flames. What happened was that you had a
given time (not to live) in which you had to do everything perfect. And,
naturally, you had no directions which told you _what_ was right.
If you made a mistake, you were taken back to the beginning of your given
time. BUT - you had no control. You were shoved deeper into the
psyche/personality, and had to watch while another "version" of you tried,
and hopefully not made any mistakes. This was repeated, and after time you
were in the middle of a glass onion - unable to do anything at all, unable
to close your eyes. Rather horrid.
At the end of this (hopefully not too) cryptic mail, I would like to ask
those of you who send HTML-mails: Don't. Send Plain Text (in Outlook
Express, go to Tools-Options and the Send-tab. Select Plain Text). HTML
might look fine if you receive each message on it's own, but when you use
digestformat, it looks awful...
Namaste,
Haakon
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