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Recieved: 1999/02/23 05:48
Subject: Re: [K-list] K fears
From: Constance Ashworth


On 1999/02/23 05:48, Constance Ashworth posted thus to the K-list:

Wow Gloria,
Just read that incredibly beautiful story about the Teacher's words on love
and fear and the resulting energy the others present experienced.
Powerfully beautiful. Thank you for telling it.
Love, Connie
-----Original Message-----
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
To: LeTeegeeATnospamaol.com <LeTeegeeATnospamaol.com>
Cc: frank.johnson3ATnospamworldnet.att.net <frank.johnson3ATnospamworldnet.att.net>;
KundaliniATnospamList-Server.net <KundaliniATnospamList-Server.net>
Date: Sunday, February 21, 1999 3:04 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] K fears

>LeTeegeeATnospamaol.com wrote:
>>
>> Surrender is a key.... surrender your thoughts, your feelings and
perceptions
>> about this process and your fears to God. Ask for reinterpretation,
another
>> way of looking at this, as you have interpreted them as fearful. What
you
>> don't give to God, goes to ego.
>>
>>
>
>Gloria:
>
>This was sent to me today thought you might find some insight in it.
>
>
> "The final lesson is about the true meaning of love. I have said
>> before that fear is the self-imposed block to the awareness of love's
>> presence. When fear is released, love is revealed. And yet the true
>> experience of love is beyond anything you can now imagine. It is beyond
>> the thought or the idea of love. It lies past all the images and
>> symbols you have made to obscure love's call. And yet it is closer than
>> you know, closer than your breath or even the silent whisper of love's
>> longing for itself. And what is the secret that love has whispered into
>> your half-closed ear, the distant echo that has haunted you so? Only
>> this: You are the very essence of Love. This very monent, just as you
>> are, in spite of all the preconceived ideas you have of yourself, love
>> claims and accepts you.
>>
>> "You have forgotten who you are because in your fear of losing love
>> you have witheld that which is your foundation. Love by its very nature
>> is a gift that is freely given. And yet this gift is known only as it
>> is given again. Only when love is breathed from one heart to another is
>> it fully experienced. When love is witheld, it is forgotten, and
>> because you and love were born together, you are forgotten with her.
>> She lies hidden within you beside the still forgotten memory of your
>> truest Self. Though asleep and dreaming, she awaits the dawn when her
>> name is called and she is again brought back to life. And the awakening
>> of love is your awakening as well, so intimately linked, all from giving
>> freely that which you are: the full awareness of love's presence. But
>> this awakening requires that you willingly give up all the ways you have
>> tried to limit and contain her. You cannot guide love's path, but if
>> you submit to love's truer vision she will guide you, showing you a new
>> vision of yourself.
>>
>> "True, or unconditional, love is unaware of the strange demands you
>> impose on your relationships. Love is the same for all. Your attempts
>> to reserve love for specific relationships and then withold it from
>> others is the very thing that has blocked your vision of love's
>> presence. Give as love gives -- just as the sun who gives its light to
>> all who ask, or the sparrow who sings not for the one who listens, but
>> for the song itself. When you give love, love is your reward. When you
>> judge some people as worthy of your giving and other people as
>> undeserving, then it is you who is undeserving; not because you have
>> been judged by love but because you have forgotten love's law.
>>
>> "You, in your essence, are the fountain of unconditional love. The
>> water you give refreshes the whole universe, for you are not seperate
>> from one part of the universe but intimately linked to all. Let your
>> gift be free, then. Let it flow from you and wash over all those you
>> see, all those who cross your path. Do not think that you cannot still
>> have relationships that are more involved than others. Involvement has
>> nothing to do with love. There will always be those in your life with
>> whom you share the deeper pulse of your thoughts and those whom you do
>> not. But the love you give is the same for each of them. It is but the
>> recognition of the very same life of which you are continually reborn.
>>
>> "Love is a knowing; a pure understanding. It knows that all things
>> are whole, regardless of their appearance of delusion, and it gives of
>> itself wholly, without judgement, without recognizing the difference
>> between this relationship and that. It understands that there is only
>> one real relationship and it is the one we all share, the Self that is
>> beyond the thought or the idea of Love, the holy encounter of life with
>> life. The secret of unconditional love is that we are all the same,
>> holy beyond imagination. This is what the release of fear reveals.
>> This is what you are all looking for. And this is what you will find
>> when you open your heart to every element of creation."
>>
>> We all sat there for a very long time without saying a word. The
>> silence was overwhelming. I looked up at Teacher and thought I noticed
>> a change. His face began to glow, I was sure of it. The Light radiated
>> from him and all around him. Then it extended to include all of us. We
>> were engulfed in the Light. I cannot describe what this was like
>> because it was beyond anything the world can understand. Several of the
>> women and attendants stood up from their chairs. One of them started
>> jumping up in the air, and another began laughing out loud. Soon we
>> were all laughing and dancing, moving with the energy and sharing the
>> Light. I could no longer tell the difference between myself and the
>> others. In that instant, I understood everything. I was Teacher. I
>> was the Light. I swam in the ocean of sameness and knew I would never
>> leave again.
>>

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