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Recieved: 1999/01/15 10:43
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kidney Meditation
From: Dave H


On 1999/01/15 10:43, Dave H posted thus to the K-list:


-----Original Message-----
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: Dave H <luckyguyATnospammindspring.com>; kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net
<kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net>
Date: Friday, January 15, 1999 11:01 AM
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kidney Meditation

>At 02:42 AM 15/01/99 -0500, Dave H wrote:
>>I had been doing a meditation on my kidneys, and a small baby girl kept
>crying for her mother. I could see her crying and I could not console her.
>I needed to keep meditating on my kidneys as part of my discipline. Anyway
>I have been having hard dealing with the fear in that part of my body.
>>If anybody has any insights. I will gladly hear them.
>>
>>Toward greater warmth and understanding, Dave
>>
> Hi Dave:
> the kidneys are on the way up the cord, to the power chakra. Power
>chakra issues tend to be about free will Vs. Divine will. What comes up, is
>all of your arguments with All that Is. All the times when you did not feel
>safe, cared for, loved, protected.
> The fear is that Unconditional love won't take care of you, and the
>karmic issues are all the times of the past when it seems like It didn't.
>The helpless times. Bad things happening to good people.
> Ego shakes it's fist at destiny and asks for reasons.. but any reasons we
>come up with, must be illusion. No matter how much we stretch our minds, we
>cannot know the Divine Reasons, or all the ripples sent thru the universal
>hologram from any act.
> Mebbie being doesn't need a reason, and all is simply polarity in
action.
> So, instead I look for silver linings. That takes me out of judging good
>and bad and moves me into finding reasons for Gratitude, instead of reasons
>for fear.
> When you change your mind about whether to complain about fate, or offer
>thanks for perfection, it switches polarity on the energy. Dark to light,
>fear to love.. the alchemy of the opened heart.
> If you can magnify your fears enough to have them hit your funny bone,
>and turn into comedy, then you have tapped into the joy of Spirit.. most
>comedy is about some kind of pain or fear.. it is how we cope.
> This change of mind, works for many types of physical pain, too.. focus
>on your breathing, and offer gratitude for what Is.. and the sensation
>changes.
> Meditate on Gratitude, to feed the power chakra.. count your blessings,
>and count the things you fear, as blessings also. They lead you to where
>you need to be as surely as your desires do.
> Any travel involves a moving toward, and a moving away from.. ((even tho
>time and space don't really exist beyond our perceptions..;) ))
> Focus on the light ahead, but offer thanks to what is chasing you there,
>too.. Imagine Disney demons poking your butt with pitchforks saying "Git!
>Go to the light..faster!..get along, little doggie.." Poke poke "ouch I'm
>going as fast as I can ouch ouch.."
I have been having some bone pain. I feel a little nauseous. Thank you.

Love, Dave

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