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kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #548


kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 548

Today's Topics:
  The wizard [ Danijel Turina <dturinaATnospamhempseed.co ]
  Re: oddities [ Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpent ]
  Re: THE AGE OF AQUARIUS, ILLUMINATIO [ "Wonderer" <mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com> ]
  Re: The wizard [ Chris Hughes <aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co. ]
  Re: THE AGE OF AQUARIUS, ILLUMINATIO [ F19AshATnospamaol.com ]
  Re: The wizard [ Danijel Turina <dturinaATnospamhempseed.co ]
  Kundalini / Shaktipat [ hyperATnospamhmt.com (HMT) ]
Date: Wed, 05 Aug 1998 19:37:06 +0200
From: Danijel Turina <dturinaATnospamhempseed.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: The wizard
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Hi Chris! :)

At 14:03 1998.08.05 +0100, you wrote:
>
>Dear Soul Danijel
> good so see you back you went to see Baba did you not? How was your
>experience?

Well, my experience was a mixture of ultimate horror on the one side, and
some extremely good things on the other. As strange as it may sound, Sai
Baba was on the horror side of it all. That man is deffinitely a kundalite,
awakened in the childhood, a great potential (the guy can make apples out
of prana/astral/mental, for God's sake!), with only one problem in life: he
didn't have faith, he didn't have patience. So, instead of just waiting for
the higher forces to descend through him, he started implementing his own
will (with good intentions, of course), using the low-level powers to
represent himself as God. He also doesn't have the guru initiation, so he
is completely incapable to awaken the others - he actually deepens the gap
between himself and the others, who are lead to blind adoration instead of
awakening. The entire atmosphere and experience there is a nightmare for
those who can see - the others get digested, overwhelmed by the power of
the astral/mental dome Sai Baba installed over that place, which dissolves
and digests the pranic, astral and mental fields of people who come under
its influence. The mantra you are using, Sai Ram, was the instrument of
submitting yourself to the influence. To make it short, I will quote a
report I initially wrote for my Croatian students, and then translated it
into English, for my friends. Initially I didn't want to publish my report
here, but I find such option to be morally unacceptable, considering what I
know, and the dimensions of the potential harm that might come out of my
silence. One more thing: the guy has Felix's eyes (Felix is my best
friend), the same Tibetan school, the feeling is the same, everything, they
came from the same place, and I could cry for days just thinking about the
tragedy of the whole thing. His fall into darkness is a total disaster.

quote:
------
>From the beginning...

3.7.
We come to Prashanti ashram in the morning... not quite ourselves from the
trip, many things don't look quite right but we attribute it all to our
condition and similar things. One of the first things we noticed is the
dome Sai mounted above the areas of his influence... the dome "eats" the
astral, I noticed that by some symptoms: for instance, when two people walk
down a road talking. You go between them, and you can sense the "cloud",
fragments of prana, astral and similar things. Here, it is not present.
Also, at other places you can see crap on people, astral and mental forms,
good or bad, it doesn't matter, they can be seen. Not in Prashanti. We
decide that it must be something good, that he is probably cleansing crap
from people, so he could work with them seriously later. We go to the
afternoon darshan (which means crowd gathering in an overcast area in front
of the mandir, where Sai walks, takes letters from some, calls some for the
interview or materializes some junk). Total disappointment. Sai looks like
an old man with brain damage. Absolutely nothing, his energy isn't much,
nothing special can be felt from him, he doesn't recognize us... nothing.
4.7.
Like on the previous day, we look for justifications for what we saw.
Morning darshan... more of nothing. Domchi starts working on his system and
cleanses the violet. We research the dome, we're not quite thrilled by the
people we meet - zombies with glass eyes. We determine that this is the
visible part, and the invisible part must be something completely,
completely different, that this visible part is just some sort of "dry
cleaning" for messed up folks that come to the place, so that something
could eventually be done with them. But to be frank, listening to the
descriptions of the local activities, we don't have a clue what it might be
that Sai really is doing there. We couldn't see a single person with that
"something" in the eyes (except one little girl Tea saw, but that was
later, later)... zombies, darkness, darkness, darkness... Afternoon
darshan... Sai is pathetic as usual... except in one moment, split second,
when he saw me in the crowd, when the depth was felt in the eyes. Nothing
more. Basically, that lifted my spirit, I started thinking that the whole
thing has some sense, that I just didn't figure it out. One of the things
that apalled us was the use of the mantra Sai Ram. It is used for "good
day", "please", "thank you" and "fuck yourself asshole". Basically, all the
time. I understand that the mantra calls the dome which then "solves" some
things, but I dislike the whole concept. I also notice that mantra "Om
Namah Shivaya" doesn't go along with the dome at all, it isn't compatible
with its programming, so to speak, it goes past it and even cuts it, so I
don't use the mantra - I don't want to do anything that could in any way
compromise Sai's plan, whatever it might be. Domchi is working seriously -
cleansing ajna, the crown, atmic, golden, past the wall... Tea senses the
danger, feels awful, leaves the ashram in all possible occasions to get
some "air", to a nice bar we called "The Tolkien's" because the atmosphere
is similar. I feel as waful as she does, I'm confused by the condition I
would in any other circumstances declare to be total shit, but since Sai is
my guru, at least I think so at the time, I have to follow the rules he
declared and learn. The main problem was that I noticed that I was put to
tests that were total bullshit and represent the "standard model" made on
the mental plane and they have no significance to me, since I cleansed that
years ago - I realize that the dome is programmed to do some things,
regardless... I also understand that the dome is aggressive and it
implements some form of routine transformational intervention on anyone in
its grasp - through the rings and other things Sai materializes, as well.
People don't evolve. Their consciousness is not refined. At all. It is
frozen, and replaced by the dome. They become the instruments - in a Borg
drone sort of way, not instruments in a sense that the higher consciousness
operates through them, their consciousness is violently anihilated. I try
to justify that in many ways, but I don't convince neither Tea, nor myself.
Gurupurnima, the 9th, came, passed, nothing - except we heard Sai's speach
in which he sounded pathetic... no power in his words, no intensity, no
depth of consciousness. Mental. Pure mental. The day before Gurupurnima,
when a huge number of people came, the dome couldn't "eat" it all, the
astral could be felt, the individuality could be felt, suppressed however,
but present... I place my little dome, violet, below Sai's, as
assistence... nothing special... but I can't ground Shiva... without
breaking Sai.
10.7.
Tea is sitting at the cantine and watching people, their eyes looking like
boiled vegetables. And then she looks at herself and sees vegetables
looking at vegetables, and she is apalled. She notices herself turning into
tulku, into a thing... I of course see the same... but since Sai is my guru
- I saw that, in split second - at least I think I did? I observe, look,
watch, observe, passively, I observe the reality of that place project
itself upon me so I wouldn't form my own perceptions and judgments. I just
watch and learn.
11.7.
The whole picture is a disaster. Nothing makes sense. Darkness, darkness,
darkness. In the evening, I start the invocation... Om Namah Shivaya, Om
Namah Shivaya, Om Namah Shivaya.... Babaji Maha Maya Ki-Jai... Om Sri
Babaji Ki-Jai... Om Sri Paramguruji Ki-Jai... Babaji, save us from this
hell... Om Namah Shivaya...
Domchi, who was sitting next to me felt the energy going through his
system, that was the force of the "invocation". I repeat Om Namah Shivaya
and restore the integrity of my consciousness... ground all the systems
and bring myself to full operational power... FULL operational power.
Enough said.
Why? For those who understand the object-oriented programming and that
terminology: Sai Baba is not my "parent", he is my "sibling". For instance,
TWindow is the parent. From the parent, TGraphWindow and TTextWindow are
derived. They have the same parent, but are not in any other way related to
each other. Sai Baba DOES NOT HAVE A SINGLE STUDENT. He DOESN'T have the
"guru initiation". He is not capable of transferring Spirit. He is a
spiritually sterile wizard with a totally transparent astral and mental
bodies... totally... which means he can call for any portion of knowledge,
and his skill is enormous. The pattern I notice reminds me of Tibetan type
of magic and I place myself to full alert... above the astral, above the
mental, into Clear Light, Clear Bright Light of Bright Total Truth... Om
Namah Shivaya.
12.7.
In the morning, I give Sai a five-minute warning: stop using your dome to
perform attacks on myself and my students, or be prepared for the
consequences... Nothing... We pass by the mandir, I stop, and gather my
focus... Om Namah Shivaya... consciousness, I spread my "grasp" to my
limits - Earth, Solar system, Galaxy... I hold the area of Sai's influence
and ground dharma into it... Bright Pure Light of Undisturbed Reality...
kriya, full power... Sai Baba's dome is in splinters, a wreck, umbrella hit
by a shotgun. Collapsed, dead, a corpse in decay... the violet dome, that I
placed before over a portion of the ashram, I now spread over the whole
area, I give it great authority in implementing dharma... the dome is
grounded through the wall, grounded from above (unlike Sai's product which
was raised from below)... RELIEF, FREEDOM, CLARITY, PURITY, CONSCIOUSNESS!
Sky can be seen, reality can be seen, there is life! Some of the atmosphere
from Hvar is finally felt, the thing under the dome... completely, utterly
different from Sai's disgusting magical garbage... completely on the other
side of the spectrum. I understand that the time when the wizard's wand is
being broken has come. Sai has been trusted with something... and he has
done something different instead. He failed, completely failed. There is no
similarity between the pathetic creature in Prashanti and "Parent", the
Consciousness I thought to be Sai Baba. His crap was tolerated because
eventually more good than bad came out of his work, and it was all better
than nothing. I came with an alternative - it couldn't be just broken,
something better had to be given in its place - before noon that day I
grounded the atmic (Shiva and Shakti), golden, and "above the wall"...
brought Liberation into reality of that place. The afternoon darshan... Sai
attempts to use the energy from the people focused on him to raise the dome
again... we stand by the Poornachandra hall, by the mandir... I hold the
grasp... and break him, completely, I break his creation, I break him, I
collapse everything through him, dharma and mantra Om Namah Shivaya.
Darshan lasted two minutes, overall - and just a few seconds after my blow
he retreats into his lair - Tea has a picture in which he cramps on the
floor and struggles for air. Cursed Saruman! The sky... sky so clear! Like
the sky on Hvar. Perfect peace, inner deep power of pure consciousness...
In the shed I walk, and feel the sentence "Gods are descending/have
descended into their temples". I feel the Presence... deep, incredibly
deep. Descent of Gods on Earth. What I did, enabled it, it opened the
gates... gates of Heaven are open, and Gods have descended. Everything that
was until now, avatars, saints, Presence... all of the order of Maiars -
only Silmarillion and Lord of the Rings give the adequate terminology - and
now the Valars came. I see it clearly. A bit later, at dinner, inner gates
are opened for me... I feel, see... the "new consciousness", higher
order... A "question" is shown to me, images... I say "yes"... and through
me descends "that something", the new consciousness. Everything is more,
infinitely more. Later I was a bit absent-minded so Tea asked me to show
myself to her a bit... I showed her the "postcard from Valinor" - she
almost froze. :)
13.7.
Hell. Tea wakes up ill, angry, pissed off at Domchi, strikes at everything.
We understand that Sai returned the blow. I ground vajra - I forgot about
the blue yesterday, I was focused on the higher levels... During the night
Sai raised some goo below my dome, something dark, shit shit yuck. We
understand that he attempts to somehow put Tea out of balance or to "buy"
her, that he manipulates Domchi as much as he feels like, and tries to
confuse me...
14.7.
Domchi wakes up fucked. In the night, 13-14 he sustained a severe astral
attack. Sai put implants in his astral, meant to separate the higher bodies
from the lower, with the ultimate goal of killing him. I'm busy with
breaking Sai's crap, I collapse his astral and mental patches on the dome,
I put my astral and mental construction as a basic dharma frame which he
can't manipulate, collapse or bend, but can only add his "flavor" to it.
Domchi patcches himself up but feels miserable - in the afternoon I fix his
crown, we call Felix on the phone to tell him what happened - now we
finally have things to say that make sense, before we really didn't know
what to say so we remained silent in our pit. ;) Domchi's condition
suddenly deteriorates - astral cleansing, like on the instance he ate some
meat - high temperature, diarea, shit shit. All the implanted crap is
released from his system.
15.7.
During the night I wake up because of the storm - and I see what I have
been dreaming, at that very moment: Sai has been projecting a paralel crap
on the astral and tried to sell it to me as the reality, selling the
reality as the astral, so it will make him look great and make me look
deluded, like, "sonny, come back to papa". :) In the morning, Tea tells me
that he tried the identical thing with her. The problem with this shit is
that it is enough to take a look at the reality around to figure out what
it's all about. Saruman! The speech before Orthanc, Felix, enough said for
the wise! Terror! Again I break his crap and now we are beginning to ask
ourselves where does he get the energy for all that shit. We understand
that it isn't from above, but from Earth. I make some sort of isolation
that prevents him from doing it. I cut Sai from the people he drains, I cut
all his energy sources except those "above". Then Domchi and I realize that
the guy has no knowledge of the levels above the mental, so I clean him up
completely and break all sorts of barriers for him, that very day he can go
above the wall. He's fast, I give him that much. Incredibly capable. Tea
calls Felix in the evening.
16.7.
Domchi recovered from the attack. We buy postcards - no Sai's picture,
please. :) A quiet day.
17.7.
I am sick, seriously - 40ºC fever or higher. My attempts to blow the
sickness away energetically fail, and by that I realize that it was a
karmic transfer - Sai, with his attacks focused on us, earned enough bad
stuff to kill him. So I, "up there", decided to transfer it on me and work
it out - it couldn't be cleansed with kriya, it was karma in manifestation,
it could only be worked out, so I worked it out till the midnight of that
day, damn it to hell, I didn't know if I'll make it alive. Before midnight,
the karma was cleansed and I restore my energy, fix my system, I go to sleep.
18.7.
The sickness is over, the infection is gone, I'm full of energy and the
physical vehicle is recovering quickly. Very quickly. :) In the evening I'm
completely OK. Domchi got a diarea.
19.7.
Tea senses that something is seriously wrong with Sai. Really wrong,
dangerous. He made something stupid, something he shouldn't have done, we
don't know what.
20.7.
Afternoon darshan... Shit! As soon as Sai entered, I felt that something is
seriously wrong with his brain, my crown collapsed, a whole set of things
was turned off... I transferred it to myself without knowing what it was
because it was apparent that he'll be dead in a matter of hours, a stroke
or whatever. After darshan, Tea told me the following story, that she heard
from the German group there. One of his "followers", someone rich and
influential, came to have an eye surgery there, and had a stroke. Sai
transferred it onto himself (purely because of his ass, personal interest)
and the man recovered. HE SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT! That wasn't karma that
could be transferred, there was an entire set of lessons inside, terribly
important, to be learned by that man in that situation! Dharmically, it
should never have been done, not in a nightmare!!! Sai couldn't possibly
recover from that, that sort of karma can't be cleansed like that -
according to dharma, the result would have been Sai's death, and that man
would have to become sick again and face something similar - even if it had
to be artificially created for him. The intervention was a total disaster.
I take it onto myself, but it isn't a classical crap that could be quickly
cleansed, that was "alive", I had to "learn the lessons" from that karma,
for the German. I even began to think in German, believe it or not, and the
cleansing progressed very slowly. Huge problems on the crown, terrible
problems, kriya doesn't affect it at all. I open the nadis in the head,
during the night I figure out a technique with "straws" and similar little
things... my immunity drops, my health degrades - I start the antibiotics.
I manage to cleanse it all before sleep, and my crown restores its function.
21.7.
I wake up with a headache that lasts half of the day. But after the
headache, I understand that states of consciousness like samadhis of all
kinds have been made accessible. A result of opening and cleansing the crown.
22.7.
I form a technique of opening the chakras horizontally, with mantras and
things like that. Everything is clear. Vertical is already here, now we
just have to fix the horizontal and draw the adequate states of
consciousness through the body, and that's it.
23.7
Gestapo (Sevadal, as they are called) is fucking with Tea, since 20.7.,
nothing serious, thank God.
24.7.
Perfect, totaly uneventful day. YESS!! :)))))
25.7.
Domchi cleanses the root chakra and draws the full power from it, through
the body. So, it is tested, and works. The change in his energetic "taste"
can be felt clearly, everything is better defined, firmer, brighter, great.
It is the way to acquiring the total resources, like those of Mataji and
Babaji. We actually have all the techniques now, no unknown stuff in the
equation.
26.7.
We're gone. :)
What's Sai doing? Nothing really. Trying to figure out how he'll, once
we're gone, restore everything back to what it used to be.

Well, that's about it, I love you! :*** :)

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E-mail : dturinaATnospamgeocities.com
Homepage: http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Forum/1377
Date: Wed, 05 Aug 1998 09:51:52 -0700
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <serpentATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: david.bozziATnospamsnet.net
Cc: Kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: oddities
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  The moments of your life are ticking down, as you watch TV... someday it
will be over, and you will look back and think of how you spent your time
incarnate.
  Blessings, Mystress.

At 05:12 AM 05/08/98 -0400, David Bozzi wrote:
>F19AshATnospamaol.com wrote:
>
>> Was there like some spiritual force in the room that
>> say....wanted to watch something different or didnt want me to watch TV at
>> all?
>
>If the show was 'Baywatch' I'd suspect so.
>
>
>
>
Date: Wed, 5 Aug 1998 14:47:28 -0400
From: "Wonderer" <mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com>
To: "Magne Aga" <magneagaATnospammonet.no>, <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: THE AGE OF AQUARIUS, ILLUMINATION (BODHI), AND THE MANAS CHAKRA
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When incarnated into physical bodies, we experience TIME, that is, an
interval between cause and effect. And the lower the frequency is,
the longer the intervals between cause and effect.
>Magne

Dear Magne,

Thank you for clearing that up. Now that you've said it, it seems
obvious! I remember, quite clearly, that I did not want to return to
this realm of cause and effect, as I called it. Whatever it is I
must learn in this school seems elusive at times!

I too have some dark days, when I have seen too much of the news and
become saddened by people's inhumanity. Sometimes, it is more than I
can understand.

This world is full of sorrows meant to point us toward the path of
inner illumination.

Love & Light

Cathy
Date: Wed, 5 Aug 1998 19:57:33 +0100
From: Chris Hughes <aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: The wizard
Message-ID: <1998080519573384101ATnospamzetnet.co.uk>

Dear Soul Danijel
   You sure had some Holiday!!
I wish you a speedy recovery.
my Sai Ram to me means " I greet the God within"
I use the Matra Om Nama Shavia ( I spell phonetically being Dyslexic
) every day having been given that Mantra to me by Guruji, who also
gave Shaktipat, and it is very powerful.
God Bless
Chris
     
Date: Wed, 5 Aug 1998 15:27:42 EDT
From: F19AshATnospamaol.com
To: mrtn74aATnospamprodigy.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: THE AGE OF AQUARIUS, ILLUMINATION (BODHI), AND THE MANAS CHAKRA
Message-ID: <87a62ae2.35c8b230ATnospamaol.com>

after a while of meditation on the subject: WHY ARE WE HERE ON EARTH?...i
realized that it is to learn. "Adam and Eve" as examples were placed on earth
because they did not learn right and wrong from God. They had to learn it on
their own then, on Earth (even tho i believe the Adam and Eve story is pure
fiction...)
Date: Wed, 05 Aug 1998 21:42:26 +0200
From: Danijel Turina <dturinaATnospamhempseed.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: The wizard
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At 19:57 1998.08.05 +0100, you wrote:
>
>Dear Soul Danijel
> You sure had some Holiday!!

;) We actually paid 270 USD just to get out of there a week earlier than
scheduled, that says something. :)

>I wish you a speedy recovery.

Well, I seem to have recovered quite well, considering the circumstances. :)

>my Sai Ram to me means " I greet the God within"

As you wish.

>I use the Matra Om Nama Shavia ( I spell phonetically being Dyslexic

You meen Om Namah Shivaya?

>) every day having been given that Mantra to me by Guruji, who also
>gave Shaktipat, and it is very powerful.

You bet it is, it probably kept me alive down there, it cuts through the
astral illusions like a hot knife through butter - and I had my share of
astral illusions there...

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Date: Wed, 5 Aug 1998 04:05:24 -0400
From: hyperATnospamhmt.com (HMT)
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Kundalini / Shaktipat
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>Can someone tell me the difference between Kundalini Awakaning and
>the feeling of energy in the chakras while meditating on them?

Namaste boys and girls, unawakened, awakening, and awakened ones.

Kundalini is the personal drop of Shakti in the Mulhadhara chakra (first
chakra). Dormant and contracted in most, it needs to be awakened by a
Shakti Master.

Spontaneous awakenings are rare and usually the result of being awakened by
a Master in the previous life. The task of the Kundalini was not completed,
therefore the spontaneous awakening next time around.

The Master lights your flame via Shaktipat (descent of the Divine Grace).
Like one candleflame lighting another, without the first being diminished
in any way.

There are many types of Shaktipat, but the one to awaken the Kundalini must
be 'Para Shaktipata'. Don't settle for less. You'll be disappointed. Put
that teacher's feet to the fire.

Shaktipat Done by:

the look shambhavi diksha
the touch sparsa diksha
whispered word in the ear mantra diksha
the will iccha diksha

Once the flame is lit, it burns without help from anything else outside.

 How fast your flame burns (Shakti expanding back to its original
uncontracted, infinite state) depends on the individual's self effort.

The two wings of the bird to fly you to liberation (freedom from
transmigration / reincarnation) are Grace and Self Effort. The bird needs
both wings to fly right.

No self effort; your flame burns at the speed of rust. (rust is a fire you
know, an oxidation). Might take hundreds of lifetimes, maybe thousands, but
you'll get there.

Fan the flame with practices of any kind; your flame burns fast and bright.
You can do it in this lifetime. Become Jiva Mukta. (Awake while in the
body)

Chakras are pierced as the Kundalini rises up through the mystic Sushumna
canal, towards the crown chakra in it's expansion.

 Samskaras (psychic impressions from previous lives) are burned in the fire
of consciousness (Shakti) as the Kundalini (your personal drop of Shakti)
rises.

 Mental momentum, the karma of this life, begins to slow and gradually
comes to rest as the individual takes repose in the mental posture of
'consciousness without thought'. The witness state.

This mental posture of 'thoughtlessness' is NOT inert. It is an alert,
ready state. A state of Being that can become whatever is appropriate for a
situation.

The vibrations of the energies in Chakras is movement of Shakti, the
Kundalini is Shakti.

Sensations and experiences of Shakti, while varying from individual to
individual, would most likely be of the same type in an individual, but
will vary in intensity, location, and duration over time and at different
times.

There comes a time when one finds that the sensations of Shakti are in the
head area chakras when one is thinking and concentrating, in the heart area
when one is emoting, and in the lower chakras when eating, etc.

Then, one comes to realize that's it's a matter of where ones awareness is
centered, and to what degree the mental gaze is 'inward turned' that
determines the location and intensity of sensations of the Shakti.

The intensity of sensations of the Shakti are a tool with which to gauge
how 'inward turned' your mental posture is while you move about and do your
normal activitites in the world. Stronger the sensations, the more inward
turned you are.

This is practice against the 'friction' of the world. It is application
practice. A few minutes of application practice can equal days and weeks of
sitting eyes closed mediation.

For some, the Shakti descends after Shaktipat, (my personal experience)
starting at the crown chakra and working downward, to the lowest chakra,
spreading out into the physical body, following Ki (Chi) done the
meridians.

 Ki is a minor form of Shakti. Non-intelligent. Ki Needs a mind and will to
focus and direct it. Shakti is intelligent (not in the mind sense) and no
one tells the Shakti what to do. It is the dynamic expression of pure
consciousness. Who could command that? At best, one can become a conduit
for it. A vehicle.

If Shakti were white light and you held a prism up to it, Ki would be one
of the pure colors of the rainbow produced.

The Kundalini, while very important, is actually a minor player in a
person's overall spiritual development.

Any spiritual practices you do prior to Shaktipat is preparation of the
physical, subtle, and mental vehicles to receive Shaktipat.

Any spiritual practices you do after Shaktipat are the fanning of the flame.

Although a strong vessel (body) is needed to receive the highest level of
Grace, purification is more of the mind or 'mental', then of physical.

How much one receives and retains depends on the vessel you bring and your
temperament.

"Some Yogins can illuminate their own bodies with their light like a
lightning bug. Some are like jewels, shining for a few. Some Yogins are
like the moon, shining for even more, and still others are like the stars,
shining for many.

But,the yogi who is established in the state of consciousness without
thought shines like a sun in the universe".

 Kashmir Shaivite proverb

Best regards,

Martin

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