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kundalini-l-d Digest V98 #177


kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 98 : Issue 177

Today's Topics:
  Re: Shakti Kundalini as Guru [ Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> ]
  Re: Light within [ "Dave Hourigan" <linnymATnospamnidlink.com ]
  Re: Light within [ anandajyoti <anandajyotiATnospamgeocities. ]
  Send info about your business [ "Jeff Meredith" <jm5029ATnospamhotmail.com ]
  Re: Past Lives and Kundalini- Total [ Angela Mary Broad <ambroadATnospamacs.ucal ]
  Re: Choosing Life [ E Jason <lobsterATnospamclara.net> ]
  Re: Past Lives and Kundalini- Total [ Angela Mary Broad <ambroadATnospamacs.ucal ]
  Re: Past Lives and Kundalini- Total [ Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> ]
  Re: Choosing Life [ Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.co ]
  Re: detachment/God's voice [ "Gloria Lee" <samyanaATnospamhotmail.com> ]
  Re: Light within [ Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com> ]
  Re: Light within [ Morgana Wyze <morganaATnospambest.com> ]
  Re: Light within [ Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.co ]
  Re: Choosing Life [ E Jason <lobsterATnospamclara.net> ]
  Re: Light within [ "Sen Ashanka"<sashankaATnospamaismi.ais.it ]
  AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Cen [ bill murphy <quest.wmurphyATnospambizonlin ]
  Bill murphy request for information [ Chris Hughes <aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co. ]
Date: Mon, 9 Mar 1998 09:25:50 EST
From: Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com>
To: attfieldATnospamtnet.com.au, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Shakti Kundalini as Guru
Message-ID: <555fff8c.3503fbf1ATnospamaol.com>

In a message dated 98-03-06 20:48:10 EST, attfieldATnospamtnet.com.au writes:

<< "MOTHER WORSHIP is the worship of God as the Divine Mother, as the power of
the Lord or the Cosmic energy. Shakti, then, is energy. Just as one cannot
separate heat from fire, so also one cannot separate Shakti from Shakta
(Shiva). Shakti and Shakta are one. They are inseparable." >>

Harsha writes: Worship of the Supreme Female Divinity has its origins in
actual Superconscious Visions of the Goddess that Yogis have in which Divine
communion takes place at a subtle and deep level. In my case, even though I
did not engage in any type of outer worship of the Divine Mother or rituals, I
started getting such visions very early on in meditations, particularly on
celestial planes. When I was very young and this things were happening for the
first time, the presence of the gentle female divinity holding my hand always
helped to soothe my fears when I was in other realms of existence. Later on
even after I realized the Pure Principle of Self-Existent Consciousness
behind all the names and forms, such visions continued. I was compelled to
write three poems on the Goddess. They are "The Vision of the Naked Goddess",
"For the Goddess of Love Supreme" and "An Ode to the Goddess of Compassion
Tara." In the near future, I hope to make them available on a Website as they
are inspired by the Goddess of Love Herself, who rises from the Heart that is
the Ocean of Consciousness, and who has no equal in splendor, beauty and
compassion.
Date: Mon, 9 Mar 1998 07:57:51 -0800
From: "Dave Hourigan" <linnymATnospamnidlink.com>
To: <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: Light within
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-----Original Message-----
From: Chris Hughes <aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Date: Monday, March 09, 1998 6:10 AM
Subject: Light within

>Dear Souls
>I would appreciate your help.
>I have been meditating for about a year, at least half an hour to an
>hour every day and as yet I have no light inside and no visulization
>ability. I can get light briefly after candle gazing, but essentially
>all I have internally is black. However I have beautiful feelings
>descend on me and every time I think of God (A lot of the time) my
>scalp has an intense itching feeling almost like sunburn. I also
>somtimes get what sounds like the dawn chorus ( birds singing )
>inside my left ear,
>allways some body sway. Can any one identify with the lack of light
>and tell me how they overcame this. The Guru I visited in India
>touched my forhread assured me that Kundalini is rising and that in
>time the light will appear but I am a little impatient.
>Love Chris
>Sai Ram
>

Trouble not Chris,

Since we are all many expressions of the "One", we all experience the
effects of meditation differently.
You mentioned that you "feel" sensations at times. Well, I would say that is
a true connection to Spirit. You are most likely of a feeling nature. I
myself, although at times have had Light visions on occasion, feel more than
I see.

Trust your inner guidance, for you are where you are meant to be.

I am a new member of this group, and I think it is wonderful to share and
learn from others!

In Light & Love,
Dave
Date: Mon, 09 Mar 1998 08:54:49 -0800
From: anandajyoti <anandajyotiATnospamgeocities.com>
To: Chris Hughes <aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co.uk>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Light within
Message-ID: <35041ECD.96893B9AATnospamgeocities.com>

Chris Hughes wrote:

> Dear Souls
> I would appreciate your help.
> I have been meditating for about a year, at least half an hour to an
> hour every day and as yet I have no light inside and no visulization
> ability. I can get light briefly after candle gazing, but essentially
> all I have internally is black. However I have beautiful feelings
> descend on me and every time I think of God (A lot of the time) my
> scalp has an intense itching feeling almost like sunburn. I also
> somtimes get what sounds like the dawn chorus ( birds singing )
> inside my left ear,
> allways some body sway. Can any one identify with the lack of light
> and tell me how they overcame this. The Guru I visited in India
> touched my forhread assured me that Kundalini is rising and that in
> time the light will appear but I am a little impatient.
> Love Chris
> Sai Ram


Hello Chris,
The responses in your meditation , which you mention, I have and still do
have these experiences, when my meditation is deep enough. I generally
happens when my mind becomes totally devoid of any thoughts or the space
between the two thoughts occur as very long bands. I do not wait for
these sign/symptoms to happen, nor expect them, they happen when they
happen and I simply let it be at that. Regarding the visual responses of
lights etc., it generally happens when the consciousness is in between
the sixth (third eye) and the crown chakras. But this I think is
dependent on how deep is the meditation, at least in my case. Sounds
normally originate at the base, sacral or throat chakras, which is my
experience. when at the heart center, it is blissful feeling and
permeates the whole body through vibrations of the shakti, sometimes a
continuos stream , at other times in packets or bundles. Sounds are of
various kinds, like cymbals, bird chirping, bells, flute
etc., which I have experienced in various stages and still do.
In my opinion, these are responses in the body to let us know that we are
meditating deeply, and act as encouragements in the path. I don't dwell
on these sensations though, which I consider as detouring from my primary
objective, which is attunement with my inner self or the Divine within,
not philosophically stating it or verbally affriming it, but actualizing
it in my own life.
Hope this helps,
Anandajyoti
http://www.geocties.com/Athens/Forum/6782
Date: Mon, 09 Mar 1998 09:03:24 PST
From: "Jeff Meredith" <jm5029ATnospamhotmail.com>
To: medioevo-betaATnospamwebcom.com
Subject: Send info about your business
Message-ID: <19980309170324.3839.qmailATnospamhotmail.com>
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Date: Mon, 9 Mar 1998 10:24:53 -0700 (MST)
From: Angela Mary Broad <ambroadATnospamacs.ucalgary.ca>
To: Rick Puravs <ric51ATnospamgeorge.lhi.net>
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Past Lives and Kundalini- Total Love and the Return from Silence - SHAKTIPAT
Message-Id: <Pine.A41.3.96.980309102046.57712B-100000ATnospamacs1.acs.ucalgary.ca>
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Hello

this is beautifull I too know strange attractions and cannott decipher
them..for they have no meaning in this society at this time. Crowded and
cold. and I do know
that joy is always and we live forever so what does one more liftime of
waiting matter? LOVE EXISTS!!!!!!!!!

 -everyone dies but not everyone really lives....
   (a pilot)
     SHINE :)

(and in the meantime...have fun and learn lots)

On Mon, 9 Mar 1998, Rick Puravs wrote:

>
> In the dust of the storm I see your eyes waiting there
> In the far fallen halls lurk around the walls
> it's all so empty and cold and I don't care you're crazy if you're warm
> your fingers your hair are all flesh before me in this garden
> my eyes fog up and the clouds won't lift there's only you
> except for yesterday and tomorrow there's only me and I'm not the same
> never again or before never rest never never always never
> leaning in the doorway head dangling no place to fall
> time to go to work fall in a heap lethargy depression
> time to go to work another day without communication
> and the traffic flows by in the street while I am not
> snug and warm in my nothingness becoming
> I've walked this neighborhood over and over for a way out
> and wished I was a Fool for the illusion of learning
> and again I will give all of myself for I don't care
> what you do to me
> for the illusion of Love
>
> 1-22-1979 Rick Puravs copyright 1979 <g>
>
>
Date: Sun, 9 Mar 97 05:33:26 GMT
From: E Jason <lobsterATnospamclara.net>
To: lodpressATnospamintercomm.com
Cc: kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: Choosing Life
Message-Id: <970309053326.n0000319.lobsterATnospammail.clara.net>

on 08 Mar 98, lodpressATnospamintercomm.com wrote...

>It sounds like Lobster who I know as Ed is in a very good place for
>transformation. It is all about letting the circumstances work to create
>this process. And, inner knowing along with surrender work together to
>reconstruct from the inside out the new birth. Gloria

Exactly so. It is important to battle for wellness and wholeness but it is part
of a process. Lobster do moult occasionaly . . .

Ed
Date: Mon, 9 Mar 1998 10:35:16 -0700 (MST)
From: Angela Mary Broad <ambroadATnospamacs.ucalgary.ca>
To: sassiATnospamworldnet.att.net
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, NancyATnospamwtp.net, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Past Lives and Kundalini- Total Love and the Return from Silence - SHAKTIPAT
Message-Id: <Pine.A41.3.96.980309102939.57712C-100000ATnospamacs1.acs.ucalgary.ca>

So very beautifull I felt one salt crystal tear...I wish you all the luck
in the whole universe FIND HER!!! Everyone deserves the love of their
soul mate (Twin S-elf?) GOOD LUCK!!!!!

 (I am a billion years old and just
beginning to exist looking for my soulmate too and I cry we may miss each
other this life wondering where YOU are I know you're out there somewhere
with deep eyes that know our soul are you far too trusting and
enthusiastic like me and musical and
visionary and entranced by the idea of flight and magic connections and
LIGHT!!!

I too know the search and the waiting.
   Shine

On Mon, 9 Mar 1998 sassiATnospamworldnet.att.net wrote:

>
> X-No-Archive: yes
>
> I dreamed our story again last night, it comes in clearer it seems, as
> time goes by; the heartache more poignant. The memory of your touch
> fades into the molten gold of your kiss, lifetimes ago.
>
> I remember it all sometimes in my dreams, it´s all so clear. We met,
> I was already in uniform then, heading to the war. I remember the
> scent from the soft curls laying, caressing your cheeks, when we first
> kissed in that never repeated way, your way. Do you remember where?
> The whisper from the silken hose as your thighs brushed against each
> other when we went to the show. It´s all there.
>
> Remember the picnic on the mountain? I proposed, you accepted, we
> joined. I remember warm tears of joy mixing when we married, the
> night of our wedding.
>
> Do you remember those days we shared before I left? Those endless
> days of spring to summer, doing everything, going everywhere, and
> always your soft smile, the warmth of your touch. The whisking sound
> as your hair flares against the pillow´s linen.
>
> I died. One patrol in a mind numbing series of patrols. A grenade,
> right there in the boulevard with my buddies. I was going to toss it
> but all I managed to do was cover it with my body. Sorry angel, I
> really wanted to come home to you but . . .
>
> I was reborn. It was awful. All I wanted to do was pick up the
> phone, call you, find you, and all I could handle was flopping about
> for the longest time. Then one day, I was about four, and there you
> were.
>
> You were with your kids there in the department store. I tried to get
> to you. But my mother grabbed onto me tight after I called your name.
>
> You were busy, gathering your kids to leave. You went pale. Your
> eyes went wide and you looked all around. For a second I will always
> remember, your eyes gazed into mine again.
>
> Then your husband shepherded you and the kids ( I will always believe
> they are someway mine) to the car. Hardly kids, you were dressing
> them for college graduation, I think. I was destroyed. I cried for I
> don´t know how long, years it seems. My parents took me to Dr.
> Redmond , who pronounced colic or something that sounded like that.
>
> Years passed, decades, lifetimes. I came to believe that while we can
> not be denied our soul mate, for surely you are that to me, there are
> those who will nourish our souls, prepare us to meet again.
>
> I felt your passing, like the morning breeze fades to mid-days
> stillness. I grew up, married, raised three wonderful children, now
> I´m free again. I will always cherish the gifts my dear wife gave me.
> I am a better person for having loved her.
>
> So here we are. Will you, my forever love show yourself again? Or
> will you, my sweet companion spirit read this and come share the
> lessons of this existence´s journey with me? I don´t know.
>
> I know I will find you, my fated intended here, or in some other way
> someday, someday soon I think. I can´t wait to hear from you, feel
> your touch, see if it is all as true as my soul whispers to me it is.
>
> Jack
>
>
Date: Mon, 9 Mar 1998 13:14:04 EST
From: Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com>
To: ambroadATnospamacs.ucalgary.ca, sassiATnospamworldnet.att.net
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, NancyATnospamwtp.net, kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Past Lives and Kundalini- Total Love and the Return from Silence - SHAKTIP
Message-ID: <43cba9bc.3504316fATnospamaol.com>

Harsha writes: True story: After a lecture I gave on meditation last year, a
couple came and both were very anxious to speak to me. They asked many
questions about reincarnation etc. As I was in a rush, they suggested they
would call and set up a meeting. I agreed. When they came to my office, they
explained they were soul mates and had recently found each other by chance.
They felt they could read each other's thoughts even at a distance. However,
they were married to other people and that complicated their situation as
their spouses did not believe in reincarnation. They felt their love was pure
and true and not sexual etc. I sympathized with them but told them that since
they are now both married in this life time to others they have to be
responsible to the other people in their life as well. They understood that
quite well. They wished to do regression into past lives. I told them that
after we have understood this life, we can go back in the past lives. When
this life itself is complex enough, why burden oneself with more information
from the past, unless it happens spontaneously in meditation. But evidently
there are many "experts" who claim to teach such things. The couple mentioned
a few to me. My feeling is that one should be wary.
  
 
Date: Mon, 09 Mar 1998 10:27:52 +0100
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
To: E Jason <lobsterATnospamclara.net>
CC: kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: Choosing Life
Message-ID: <3503B613.2AABATnospamintercomm.com>

E Jason wrote:
> from the inside out the new birth. Gloria
>
> Exactly so. It is important to battle for wellness and wholeness but it is part
> of a process. Lobster do moult occasionaly . . .
>
> Ed

You heard me talk about Barbara, she told me she could feel this tight
knot in her liver for many years before it manifested as Cancer. She
said she always had this up tight feeling in her emotions and she also
knew that at certain times when she suppressed and went along with
things she knew were not right for her...it became much worse. So when
we did the work of looking into her records it was very clear how the
cause and effect worked to manifest the results. What was wonderful is
that she totally saw it and knew exactly what she had to take from it.
This is the kind of stuff that is profound soul experience. Gloria

--

Enter The Silence to Know God ... and... accept life as the teacher.
Gloria Joy Greco
 e-mail me at : lodpressATnospamintercomm.com and visit our homepages at:
http://users.intercomm.com/larryn/
&
http://www.freeyellow.com/members/zg888/
Hope you enjoy them!
Date: Mon, 09 Mar 1998 10:57:45 PST
From: "Gloria Lee" <samyanaATnospamhotmail.com>
To: Kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: detachment/God's voice
Message-ID: <19980309185746.23922.qmailATnospamhotmail.com>
Content-Type: text/plain

>
>>Gloria Lee wrote....
>>
>>>Forgive me in advance also..but Rick, would you PULEASE tell me how
to
>>>convince my husband that God is speaking thru me? No delusions
>now..y'all hear??
>>>Glo Lee
<SNIP of wonderful, wise advice from Mystress>
>
Dear Mystress,
 
Well, I WAS just trying to make a joke...but you gifted me with some
wise advice, so thanks. My husband thinks I'm deluded, tho in a
charming, harmless way. He's one of those super scientific, rational,
mathematicians..tho he also has plumbing and electrical skills. I just
can't get much respect for my views..not that I ever expected any
agreement from him. But then, I have you guys here on the list. :)
Fortunately, have yet to have many wierd manifestations of K, so I keep
my own counsel mostly. Obviously, you have some "other things" going
with your slave..and so do I with mine.. so no complaints were intended,
really.
 
Love works..?? no kidding ??
Glo Lee
>
>
> "Vive' le difference."
<SNIP>

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Date: Mon, 9 Mar 1998 21:42:28 EST
From: Harsha1MTM <Harsha1MTMATnospamaol.com>
To: aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co.uk, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Light within
Message-ID: <6258842.3504a897ATnospamaol.com>

In a message dated 98-03-09 09:06:24 EST, aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co.uk writes:

<< The Guru I visited in India
 touched my forhread assured me that Kundalini is rising and that in
 time the light will appear but I am a little impatient.
 Love Chris
 Sai Ram >>

Harsha writes: Chris, you may see lights, but they will always be external to
you. You are the Light! Be Your Self. Then You will See Your Self. Being is
the True Seeing.
Date: Mon, 09 Mar 1998 21:43:12 -0800
From: Morgana Wyze <morganaATnospambest.com>
To: Chris Hughes <aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co.uk>
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Light within
Message-ID: <3504D2F0.16A5ATnospambest.com>

Chris Hughes wrote:
>
> Dear Souls
> I would appreciate your help.
> I have been meditating for about a year, at least half an hour to an
> hour every day and as yet I have no light inside and no visulization
> ability. I can get light briefly after candle gazing, but essentially
> all I have internally is black. However I have beautiful feelings
> descend on me and every time I think of God (A lot of the time) my
> scalp has an intense itching feeling almost like sunburn. I also
> somtimes get what sounds like the dawn chorus ( birds singing )
> inside my left ear,
> allways some body sway. Can any one identify with the lack of light
> and tell me how they overcame this. The Guru I visited in India
> touched my forhread assured me that Kundalini is rising and that in
> time the light will appear but I am a little impatient.
> Love Chris
> Sai Ram

Not everyone is visual. Maybe you are oriented to touch and sound.
Personally, I think I'd rather BE light than see it. :)
Morgana
Date: Mon, 09 Mar 1998 22:04:38 +0100
From: Gloria Greco <lodpressATnospamintercomm.com>
To: morganaATnospambest.com
CC: Chris Hughes <aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co.uk>, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Light within
Message-ID: <3504595C.300DATnospamintercomm.com>

Chris,
 Hi, Gloria here.
 The light comes in only after you are working in the third eye area
with energy coming in from the seventh chakra and heart center. This is
a more advanced stage of the process, but you should not be discouraged,
because every meditation is increasing the frequency of the body. As
your vibration is higher it is natural that kundalini as intelligence
will manifest according to where you are in the awakening cycle.
 When you have the nice, beautiful feelings like you shared, you have
entered into the increased energies of the heart center.
 Each chakra has a frequency, color and sound, one day you will find all
of this awareness coming to you. Remember life is the teacher and we
bloom where we are planted, so all is perfect. Hope this helps a tiny
bit. Gloria
>
> Chris Hughes wrote:
> >
> > Dear Souls
> > I would appreciate your help.
> > I have been meditating for about a year, at least half an hour to an
> > hour every day and as yet I have no light inside and no visulization
> > ability. I can get light briefly after candle gazing, but essentially
> > all I have internally is black. However I have beautiful feelings
> > descend on me and every time I think of God (A lot of the time) my
> > scalp has an intense itching feeling almost like sunburn. I also
> > somtimes get what sounds like the dawn chorus ( birds singing )
> > inside my left ear,
> > allways some body sway. Can any one identify with the lack of light
> > and tell me how they overcame this. The Guru I visited in India
> > touched my forhread assured me that Kundalini is rising and that in
> > time the light will appear but I am a little impatient.
> > Love Chris
> > Sai Ram
>
> Not everyone is visual. Maybe you are oriented to touch and sound.
> Personally, I think I'd rather BE light than see it. :)
> Morgana

--

Enter The Silence to Know God ... and... accept life as the teacher.
Gloria Joy Greco
 e-mail me at : lodpressATnospamintercomm.com and visit our homepages at:
http://users.intercomm.com/larryn/
&
http://www.freeyellow.com/members/zg888/
Hope you enjoy them!
Date: Mon, 10 Mar 97 06:33:35 GMT
From: E Jason <lobsterATnospamclara.net>
To: lodpressATnospamintercomm.com
Cc: kundalini <kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com>
Subject: Re: Choosing Life
Message-Id: <970310063335.n0000392.lobsterATnospammail.clara.net>

on 09 Mar 98, lodpressATnospamintercomm.com wrote...

>You heard me talk about Barbara, she told me she could feel this tight
>knot in her liver for many years before it manifested as Cancer. She
>said she always had this up tight feeling in her emotions and she also
>knew that at certain times when she suppressed and went along with
>things she knew were not right for her...it became much worse. So when
>we did the work of looking into her records it was very clear how the
>cause and effect worked to manifest the results. What was wonderful is
>that she totally saw it and knew exactly what she had to take from it.
>This is the kind of stuff that is profound soul experience. Gloria

I am aware of were the problem is and from where it stems. The process of
unravelling will take time.

Ed
Date: Tue, 10 Mar 1998 09:25:58 +0100
From: "Sen Ashanka"<sashankaATnospamaismi.ais.it>
To: kundalini-lATnospamlists.execpc.com
Subject: Re: Light within
Message-Id: <C12565C3.002DA90B.00ATnospamais.it>
Content-Type: text/plain; charset=US-ASCII

>Dear Souls
>I would appreciate your help.
>I have been meditating for about a year, at least half an hour to an
>hour every day and as yet I have no light inside and no visulization
>ability. I can get light briefly after candle gazing, but essentially
>all I have internally is black. However I have beautiful feelings
>descend on me and every time I think of God (A lot of the time) my
>scalp has an intense itching feeling almost like sunburn. I also
>somtimes get what sounds like the dawn chorus ( birds singing )
>inside my left ear,
>allways some body sway. Can any one identify with the lack of light
>and tell me how they overcame this. The Guru I visited in India
>touched my forhread assured me that Kundalini is rising and that in
>time the light will appear but I am a little impatient.
>Love Chris
>Sai Ram

Dear Sai Ram,

You are having a wonderful feeling when you think of God,
You scalp gets intense itching feeling...
You hear sounds like the dawn chorus
You get body sways

Great, so you are on the right track.
Do not be impatient, we are all different and we will experience things
differently. Do not even think of these things as "progress".

When God reveals Himself to you, there will be Infinite manifestations
and experiences and realisation - Infinite - never-ending - ever new.

What you are experiencing may take decades of severe austerities
by yogis in the Himalayan mountains. So probably you have already
done a lot of meditation in some past birth and are hence experiencing
a lot of these feelings within a year's meditation of an hour a day.....

Keep at it, but DO NOT get impatient. This itself could be acting
as a barrier to further experiences.

Just fasten your seat belts, relax and watch the Absolute unfold
before the Self............

Cheers and love to all
Ashanka
Date: Tue, 10 Mar 1998 03:42:14 -1000 (HST)
From: bill murphy <quest.wmurphyATnospambizonline.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
Message-Id: <199803101342.DAA17321ATnospamhaleakala.aloha.net>

I have just been to an introductory talk on kundalini in st.albans herts england but she has classes on tuesday and I can not make tuesdays till after the summer. Question is there a tutor who does a class in london NW3 or near a tube on days other than tuesday or wednesday?
Date: Tue, 10 Mar 1998 14:27:58 GMT
From: Chris Hughes <aird.houseATnospamzetnet.co.uk>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Bill murphy request for information
Message-ID: <1998031014275884101ATnospamzetnet.co.uk>

Dear Soul
 I have found Desmond Winfield
Hedley House
St John's Street
Lechdale,
Glos
GL7 3AS
 tel 01367 253464
and June Lochart tel 01932 222717
to be most helpful.
They represent the Kundalini Foundation for Self -Realisation
and produce a quarterly news letter. It was through them that my
Kundalini was awakened and then they arranged for me to go to India
to see Guruji
who is God Realised.
Love Chris
Sai Ram

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