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kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #493


kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 493
Today's Topics: Forwarded: z.
  starry starry night Re: My journey...there and back. LONG
  Joseph Rulofs and messages from mediums A Thought.....................
  And love is the Ultimate answer. . . Re: Joseph Rulofs and messages from mediums
  Re: And love is the Ultimate answer. . . Re: kundalini pain
  Re: And love is the Ultimate answer. . . Re: Joseph Rulofs and messages from mediums
  Re: starry starry night Re: starry starry night
  AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center Re: And love is the Ultimate answer. . .
  Rumi-Someone Digging poem *LOST*
  favorite charities Date: Fri, 03 Oct 1997 23:46:51
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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> >Please post as anonymous
> >Thank You
>------------------------------------------------------------ >The One has said during the ages of the before, the ages of the now and the
>ages of the to-come >
>Know this, the 'K' shall surge >The ascended shall be called upon for their sector of the globe
>Time as the physicals know it seems eternal >The truth is rather different
>The earth turns over every 6000 years and Yesterday it became the year 5758 >Yesterday was the beginning of the 242 year countdown
>Be Aware, the demands on the ascended and Those to ascend will be ever >increasing
>The Pleasures of helping will be great >The Exhaustion of helping at times will seem overbearing
>The Serpent of the Ages will be there to reinforce those in need >She is the second: She has the power: She CAN will it; if and when it is
>truly needed: She will know for she is the second >
>Know also the alignment of the universe will change the energy flow >The change will be dramatic
>The change, the change >Learn about the change
> >Know too, time is not linear and travel through space and time is but a
>thought away >Learn the frequencies and learn the all
>The Universal truths unfold to those that are ascended >
>The night consist of the night only; the day consists of the day only; but >all the days consist of the nights as well.....All the days in the to-come
>will be known to the Serpent of the Ages and the other serpents when the >convergence takes place.....the convergence.....have you asked your spirit
>guides to tell you of it? it is for you to ask if you are to find out >
>Know this as well >it is the time to discover...you have 7 nights to seek the answers then all
>the days shall pass until the one tells of it again...7 nights......7 >nights.....
>count the now night as 1 >
>zarcon >i am of the ages

Mystress Angelique Serpent, Dominant Experiential Facilitator.
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Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 01:46:15 -0800 From: valerian
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: starry starry night
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dear list(s), i dunno where you precious people all are, but where i am - way way
out the road by the water & no lights anywhere - the stars are SO ULTIMATELY GARGANTUOUS & *huge* that one can see distant galaxies in
blurs of milky white streaks, & there are almost MORE stars than black space; it is just *that bright* out there...
   it just sets my head a spinning to behold such grandeur & elevation as a vision of the magnitude of breathing living light sources,
pulsating with life & mysteries. *as above - so below* they say, & this star-studded heavenly
spectacle is about as close to *inner wonder* as can be achieved in the inner states within a real *soul level*.
   i do believe i am either already in heaven, or intimately connected to it & can see it from here!
   i wish i could share more; guess i need a better camera lens! i am so *grateful* to be alive sometimes; i am surprised it is not
illegal yet... v
-- "Ah, good taste! What a dreadful thing! Taste is the enemy of
creativeness." PabloPicasso valerie cooper
http://www.geocities.com/SoHo/7982/index.html Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 06:25:11 +0000
From: Nancy To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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Dear k-list,
I received so many wonderful, supportive responses to my cry in the
night. I just wanted to publically thank you all.
All were different but through it all, there was one answer underneath it all...LOVE!
Even when someone is hurtful...love him anyway.
And when someone attacks us...pay her back with love.
I haven't been able to let go of this relationship because I haven't sent it off with love. I've pushed it out of my life. I've shoved ex
away from me. I've done everything I can think of...except releasing it with love.
Everyone who responded helped me with this understanding.
I am so blessed! Such an inexpensive price to pay for such an important
understanding. It's love!
Glowing from the heart with love for you all, Nancy
Date: Sat, 4 Oct 1997 16:39:32 +0100 From: "H. Mensing"
To: Subject: Joseph Rulofs and messages from mediums
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Dear everyone! Though I know the following is a bit off subject, I suppose there will be people on the list who are able to shed more light on this:
Some days ago, a very good friend of mine, working as a chakrahealer and `nearly all heartchakra' herself, was advised to consult a medium regarding her personal circumstances (health, housing, work). This (female) medium is supposed to channel Joseph Rulofs. My friend never heard about him until now. She phoned the medium to make an appointment and doing so the mediums voice suddenly changed into a severe man's voice who told my friend that she was `just in time, as she was developing a cancer and filled with demons (as was her house), who tried to tear her down as she belonged to God.. The medium would sent some 20 angels to shoo off the demons for the time being and my friend should come and see the medium next Monday. In the meantime she was not supposed to work with or touch other people, as she was radiating all negativity... At first my friend coulnd't help but giggle, but now she is very nervous and she asked my advice. I remember, some years ago I came upon Joseph R.'s books in a bookstore and very consciously avoided even to touch them, as for me they didn't feel good at all. I told her that, but nevertheless she wants to go.
In my opinion it's better to stay away from the whole thing, but I'd be very grateful for any suggestions. Thanx in advance! Love, Hanny
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Date: Sat, 4 Oct 1997 13:04:09 -0400 From: "F. Drew Leyda"
To: Subject: A Thought.....................
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My Oh My, What A Beautiful Day
F. Drew Leyda
leydaATnospamvalunet.com " So Far, So Good "
Date: Sat, 4 Oct 1997 12:10:22 -0500 From: MrNamasteATnospamwebtv.net (MrNamaste)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: And love is the Ultimate answer. . .
Message-Id:
Meantime, Nancy, I hope you will seriously examine ALL aspects of your physical plane life wherein the X could even remotely possibly ever
stick his dirty little fingers. If you do this Examination with true objective seriousness --- bring to this the same diligence you would to
your own most meaningful "Spiritual Practice" ---- I suspect you will discover a few other areas wherein you have been a little teenie eensie
bit SLOPPY.
Pretend you are a General !!! Plot your defense !!! (Incidentally, the best defence is this SPECIFIC area is NOT a good "offense.") You
must strategically and microscopically examine all the weak links.....and if you do so, I promise that you will find many.......all
too many.
I do not say this to hurt your feelings, but in sincere hopes of maybe assisting you in the True Prevention of other such ERUPTIONS in your
life further down the line.
My own friends affectionately refer to me as "Clausewitz," for yea, verily, verily I am the Expert in determining The Worst Likely Case
Senario bound to erupt from the seeds I negilently plant and then at harvest time SCREAM --- "WEEDS !!! What have I done to DESERVE
weeds??????"
"To know the seeds --- that is Divine." In all his dealings, The Superior I Ching Entity pays particularly close attention to the
so-called "small" isty-bitsy things for verily verily verily verily these are the things to pay particular attention to, in order to ensure
that all your future days always are happy days.
(Anyone wanna do an IRS Audit in samadhi, he,hee, hee, hee --- spare me such glee.)
So, please -- pretend for a sec that you are a paranoid schitzophenic
--- and figure out where else you've allowed this jerk any (even remotely possible) control over your life. Okay? Or, if that example
simply repels you, then become Conspiracy Theorist For A Day --- and figure out just what part YOU play in allowing this jerk to MindControl
you.
Krishna: Fight, Arjuna! Fight!
Well, lest I recklessly toss any more pearls before any more lobsters, I think I'll clam up and urge you, Nancy, to keep in mind that the above
has been written with Pure Intent by one who is an absolutely Terrible Housekeeper --- but, nonetheless, I nowadays require and insist upon a
certain degree of sophistication (and True "Harmlessness") in that which clutters my own life. (i.e., Git ridda that jerk!!!!)
Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 09:33:32 -0800 From: valerian
To: "H. Mensing" CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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> At first my friend coulnd't help but giggle, but now she is very > nervous and she asked my advice. I remember, some years ago I came
> upon Joseph R.'s books in a bookstore and very consciously avoided > even to touch them, as for me they didn't feel good at all. I told her
> that, but nevertheless she wants to go. > In my opinion it's better to stay away from the whole thing, but I'd
> be very grateful for any suggestions. Thanx in advance! > Love, Hanny
uh...i've heard that before - that demon entities are everywhere awaiting an entrance to possess one's body & soul.
i say 'hogwash'. i believe people are entitled to make their own realities & heaven & hell are contained within one's thoughts & beliefs,
right here on earth. thusly, if one were to believe that demons are all around, the likelihood would be that one would need to create the
necessary evidence to maintain that belief, which becomes as delusion. people nowaday seem wont to create personalities outside themselves to
relate to & attribute *higher powers* to, i.e. angels. very fashionable lately are they. i do not disbelieve in angels, mind you, just that - if
believing in angels neccessitates the existance of demons, i prefer to take responsibility for the contents of my own psyche & leave the
disassociated entities to their own devices. 'disassociation' . isn't that an element of schizophrenia?
anyway, even mediums have to make a buck...ya gotta love 'em anyway! rather like vaudeville it is...
;) v
Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 12:53:29 +0000 From: Nancy
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: Re: And love is the Ultimate answer. . .
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Maybe the Bible verse should have been...love your neighbor but protect yourself.
Point well taken. Thank you.
Nancy
Date: Sat, 4 Oct 1997 12:02:42 -0700 (PDT) From: M
To: Gloria Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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>P.S. Yikes.!!!!now what have I done?? Actually posted here??? Do whatever >you must with me..but remember..its my first time...( offered with the
>usual mix of love and ignorance... Glo)
Thanks for a wonderful post!! Are you an ET 101 reader? Yikes! is my favorite explitive thanks to that book and, it was nice to see it used here.
I've been about a week behind in reading this suddenly-VERY-active list -
due to my own pain.
Glo, keep on posting...you have much to contribute. Cautions re Linda's way possibly not being El's best way, and then the body having its own agenda
were the parts of your post I found particularly insightful.
I begin to think of our individual consciousnesses as spinning to embrace all and I like theories that say more, more, more individualism . . . X may
be at the stage where this is good and necessary while the same might be very harmful for Y and utterly useless for Z. This includes religions,
medicines, therapies, diets, philosophies, etc..... ..........we are maybe each spinning to catch and create the fringes of areas that others have been
to and experienced much too long ago to even remember, while still others aren't there yet. And, this may always be so...
To find another at a similar stage in any area is to ease the burden of the
loneliness that God felt whe She/He created the first of Us...
Then again I also think we are spinning to a still small point of all oneness...
Saturday a.m., leisure at last, less pain than earlier in the week, musings...
M Date: Sat, 4 Oct 1997 12:09:23 -0700 (PDT)
From: M To: NancyATnospammagiccity.com
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: Re: And love is the Ultimate answer. . .
Message-Id: At 12:53 PM 10/4/97 +0000, Nancy wrote:
>Maybe the Bible verse should have been...love your neighbor but protect >yourself.
> >Point well taken. Thank you.
> >Nancy
>
I eventually realised I was loving my neighbor instead of my self rather
than "AS" myself. I eventually questioned my own too accepting and benelovent behavior by asking myself things like "would you really want
someone else to let you get away with ___________something like malteating them to the point of _________". (fill ine the blanks). My answer was very
often "NO, I would not! The reason I avoid calling them on their behavior is fear of ____________" (usuall fill in the blank).
Once again, I'd say the Bible and Christ's message has been corrupted over
the ages to create _____________.
Does this make sense to anyone else?
M Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 13:17:10 +0100
From: Gloria Greco To: "H. Mensing"
CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: Re: Joseph Rulofs and messages from mediums
Message-ID:
H. Mensing wrote: >
> Dear everyone! > Though I know the following is a bit off subject, I suppose there will
> be people on the list who are able to shed more light on this: > Some days ago, a very good friend of mine, working as a chakrahealer
> and `nearly all heartchakra' herself, was advised to consult a medium > regarding her personal circumstances (health, housing, work). This
> (female) medium is supposed to channel Joseph Rulofs. My friend never > heard about him until now. She phoned the medium to make an
> appointment and doing so the mediums voice suddenly changed into a > severe man's voice who told my friend that she was `just in time, as
> she was developing a cancer and filled with demons (as was her house), > who tried to tear her down as she belonged to God..
GG
I would be very cautious with this and have her go within for guidance. If she has been working with her heart opening, she has direct access to
whatever she needs. The test may be coming from the fact that she looked out side for her answers instead of within, it will likely become a very
strong lesson on going inside.
 I am always amazed when people go to psychics instead of going inside where what is known and shown is proven in experience. If there is any
$$ exchanged I would take it as a sign of questionable motives.
 God doesn't bring you inside to his/her love and allow demons to take you over. Now, that is not to say that lower forces aren't around
because the more you enter into the light and begin making that spiritual commitment the more the lower forces are attracted to the
light. This is there so one becomes aware, learns detachment, and masters the lower emotions such as fear, anxiety, etc.
I am also not one to look to channeling, the Holy Spirit/Kundalini is
all of the power one needs to go into direct knowing, this is the narrow road through all of the illusion. Gloria
Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 13:19:08 +0100 From: Gloria Greco
To: madammumATnospamptialaska.net CC: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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valerian wrote:
> > dear list(s),
> i dunno where you precious people all are, but where i am - way way > out the road by the water & no lights anywhere - the stars are SO
> ULTIMATELY GARGANTUOUS & *huge* that one can see distant galaxies in > blurs of milky white streaks, & there are almost MORE stars than black
> space; it is just *that bright* out there... >
I know the feeling I live in Reno, Nevada on the top of a hill and it is
indeed grand, there in Alaska where you are really must be something as well. gloria
Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 14:29:21 -0800 From: valerian
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> v: way way > > out the road by the water & no lights anywhere - the stars are SO
> > ULTIMATELY GARGANTUOUS & *huge* that one can see distant galaxies in > > blurs of milky white streaks, & there are almost MORE stars than black
> > space; it is just *that bright* out there... > >
> >gg: I know the feeling I live in Reno, Nevada on the top of a hill and it is
> indeed grand, there in Alaska where you are really must be something as > well. gloria
v: ooooooo ya!
   otherwise dark, dank, moldy old growth rainforest island pays off this time of year with the golden-rosy glow of crystalline autumn,
bluest skies reflecting off the waters, the little boats like toys & eagles eating the spawned out salmon, & - like 'Brigadoon' everybody is
either long gone or leaving... heaven!
remind me this time next month when it is only a little light btwn about noon & 3pm, dark & wet & frozen all over in the pre-Xmas climactic
countdown times under the wide spectrum grow light praying for deliverance...
hell! *lol*
Date: Sat, 4 Oct 1997 12:24:11 -1000 (HST) From: greg padulo
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
Message-Id:
it started subtly by way of time and space warps. it felt like i was on the crest of a giaint wave.a spirit walk.
i could touch the stars.then it started to really play tricks on me. it(kundalini)showed me that things are not as they seem.
i started to see everthing as opposites.i stayed up all night staring at a frozen bottle of water which to me was volcanic.
at sunrise birds were awakening telling me to be proud and say my name aloud and dance naked.unfortunatly my friends
 and family did not understand my actions.i saw myself and others as animals or split as 2 people.i prayed and yogic postured
  innsesantly.i was not scared ,but whoever i was with was. my parents were notified that i was "disoriented"soon
after i was asked to go to a hospital.i accepted going to the hospital but would not wear my left shoe saying my spirit needed to touch the earth
and there was a woman inside me.once i entered the hospital i was not allowed to leave .i refused medication for 1 week
but in time was coersed into taking 2 medications ,ZYPREXA and LITHIUM. these medications sedated the symptoms ,but confuse me greatly.now,
4 months later i am still on medication and confused.i am just learning about kundalini and am in need to communicate with others who KNOW..

 
Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 12:29:05 -0800 From: valerian
To: M CC: NancyATnospammagiccity.com, kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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M wrote:
>
> I eventually realised I was loving my neighbor instead of my self rather > than "AS" myself.
  > Once again, I'd say the Bible and Christ's message has been corrupted over
> the ages to create _____________. >
> Does this make sense to anyone else?
v: affirmative. was raised in parochial schools, where it was legal to be violent & abusive. people are people, but those outfits made any
hypocrisy seem even more bizarre to a child. *turn the other cheek* takes on new meanings...
Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 18:50:03 -0400 From: Gloria
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: Rumi-Someone Digging
Message-Id: >>>>
>>>> >>>>by Rumi
>>>> >>>> Someone Digging in the Ground
>>>> >>>>
>>>>An eye is meant to see things. >>>>The soul is here for its own joy.
>>>>A head has one use: For loving a true love. >>>>Legs: To run after.
>>>> >>>>Love is for vanishing into the sky. The mind,
>>>>for learning what men have done and tried to do. >>>>Mysteries are not to be solved. The eye goes blind
>>>>when it only wants to see WHY. >>>>
>>>>A lover is always accused of something. >>>>But when he finds his love, whatever was lost
>>>>in the looking comes back completely changed. >>>>On the way to Mecca, many dangers: Thieves,
>>>>the blowing sand, only camel's milk to drink. >>>>Still, each pilgrim kisses the black stone there
>>>>with pure longing, feeling in the surface >>>>the taste of the lips he wants.
>>>> >>>>This talk is like stamping new coins. They pile up,
>>>>while the real work is done outside >>>>by someone digging in the ground.
>>>> >>>>
>>>>trans. by Coleman Barks >>>>
>>>> Date: Sat, 04 Oct 1997 18:59:06 -0400
From: Gloria To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
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Another response to* Kundalini pain* topic... hope not too many object to poetry..hey, it's a slow day here on the list..
>>>>>>>>>For those of us who occasionally wonder " Where, in God's name, am
I now?" Suddenly coming to our senses amid the blur of events, we realize we feel utterly lost in the difficulty of a situation. But tradition tells
us, exactly what we have, exactly our very experience of where we are is the only place we can start. Facing the complexity of everything that has
gone before and all that lies ahead, how do we turn to exactly what lies at hand... now. No matter how lost or alone you may feel, realize you cannot
actually be lost. If you cannot see the woods for the trees, or have lost sight of the trees....remember that the forest knows where you are.. and it
WILL find you... heh heh. >>>>.
 And I hope that the profundity of it's simple wisdom may speak to you as it did to me. It is a translation of an old story, handed down from
generations of Native Americans, the kind of story an elder would tell to a youngster whose very life might depend on the question "What do I do when I
am lost in the forest?" The story is translated by David Wagoner into a poem. >>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> LOST >>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>Stand still. The trees ahead and the bushes beside you
>>>>>>>>>Are not lost. Wherever you are is called Here, >>>>>>>>>And you must treat it as a powerful stranger,
>>>>>>>>>Must ask permission to know it and be known. >>>>>>>>>The forest breathes. Listen. It answers,
>>>>>>>>>I have made this place around you, >>>>>>>>>If you leave it you may come back again, saying Here.
>>>>>>>>>No two trees are the same to Raven. >>>>>>>>>No two branches are the same to Wren.
>>>>>>>>>If what a tree or a bush does is lost on you, >>>>>>>>>You are surely lost. Stand still. The forest knows
>>>>>>>>>Where you are. You must let it find you. >>>>>>>>>
Date: Sat, 4 Oct 1997 17:26:56 -0700 (PDT) From: M
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com Subject: favorite charities
Message-Id: I think we need a new topic that shows our non-shadow side...is there a word
for that? a topic that has us uniting toward something not separating...and so I chose fav charities:
Mine are anything to do with eyes and eysight,
Seva Foundation for instance, guide dogs for the blind, tapes for the blind, etc.
(I think because without reading I'd be dead, miserable or a savage. Also, I just love visual beauty,,,paintings, nature, faces, etc.)
I also favor feed-the-children type charities
...especially in underdeveloped countries (the visual impact of starving brown children lingers in my retinas I think)
Teach Tolerance has gotten money from me more than once... and freedom for women campaigns - pro-choice, etc.
as well as right-to-die causes.
I'd say these last two are from some self interest.
So, where does the average kundalini person (is that an oxymoron? how long will it be one?)
put their charitible contributions?
Step right up and get your views counted. Inquiring minds want to know!!
Mischievously,
M

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