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1997/09/17 22:19
kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #449


kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 449

Today's Topics:
  Re: Anonymous: A question or two.
  Question.
  Re: I am the full moon:Shaktizap Online.
  Anonymous z.Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #447
  Just Wondering
  the three stooges
  Re: Monster Nun.
  Re: Ego: What is it?
  Re: 100th Monkey Business
  Re: stooges and other mindlessness
  Re: Just Wondering
  Re: Question.
  Trusting the "U"
  Re: Trusting the "U"
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 12:54:25
From: John Living <jlivingATnospamdirect.ca> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Anonymous: A question or two.
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A
>>Dear Kundalini Mailing list,
>> ... and the next morning my
>>mid back was in a lot of pain i could'nt bend over or turn to the sides
>>of my body,this upper mid back pain lasted for about a week.,I stopped
>>meditating for a while till after my back felt better, then i would
>>continue, then about a week or so later i was retiring for the evening
>>and as soon as i laid down on my bed, i sharp razor like pulse went up
>>my lower back to my solar plexus it was only for a split second, but you
>>could definitely feel this. ...

Sounds as if you are having same sort of experience as I did; once having
recognized the K, and experienced a blockage, you must somehow unblock the
blockage. Try imagining a white light filling each chakra in turn, from
crown down. If you have difficulty feeling the light filling the chakra then
it is probably blocked.

Meditate on the blockage and try and 'feel' (with all senses) where it is
exactly, and what it reminds you about. It may be that incident (or a
similar one) which is causing the blockage. Then regress if possible to the
time of the incident, examine it to realize what you did wrong, and repent
with apologies to others involved. Repeat above recipe until that chackra is
clear, then on to next one !

Hope others come up with even better advice, since I will then gain too !

Best to you

John
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 13:23:01
From: "Debora A. Orf" <dorf01ATnospammail.win.org> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Question.
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Hello there,

Thank you for the kind welcome messages that came. now i have a question 4
y'all.

this summer i did a 15 day intensive meditation retreat. not too far into
the retreat my right shoulder area started hurting a lot. After the
retreat it faded. At the time i thought it was muscle strain.

But recently it came back..along with heat coming from my heart center and
a tingling sensation coming from the very top of my head. sometimes i'll
be in my car and i'll feel it and want to curl my spine backward to deal
with it. i'm pretty new in dealing with energies in my subtle channels and
any advice here would be welcome. i plan to ask one of my teachers when he
gets back in the area about it, but i thought i'd shoot the idea out to
the list too.

when this energy rises, i feel like i'm either going to burst into tears
or start laughing insanely.

thank you for taking time to read this letter,

maitri,

--dao
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 14:24:45
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: "The Langdons" <langdonATnospamnetsites.net> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
Cc: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: I am the full moon:Shaktizap Online.
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970917142445.2acf2cc8ATnospamdomin8rex.com>
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  This letter is sooooooooo beautiful, radiating Goddess Creation Energy..
 Thankyou so much for sharing this experience. I can feel your glow.

  I am thus reminded that we have many new members, and it is time to
mention again, the "Shaktizap Online" effect of this list.
  Some members joining are not aware of how effectively K. energy can be
transmitted over the internet.. a modern miracle.. simply being on the list
and absorbing the expressions of the other awakened members will
accellerate your K.
 Awakenings have been achieved online, we even have some members, such as
Flute and Morgana (there are others, but these two ladies spring first to
mind..) that do Rieki, remote healing over the 'net.
  So if you have noticed that reading the K-list mail makes you sweat,
tingle, glow, radiate, contemplate, vibrate, evacuate, hallucinate,
exacerbate, or get judgemental, now you know why.
  Blessings of Blue fire coming out yer monitor.. Serpent.

At 11:39 16/09/97, The Langdons wrote:
>Dear All,
>I have enjoyed immensely all the e-mil we have received, and thought I
>would relay what a heightened awareness you divine souls have brought to
>me. ... The birthing experience is a powerful one, I feel the
>energy radiating from me. It is my greatest hope that this "birthright"
>will be returned to its spiritual, HOLY, origins.
>
>Deep Peace,
>
>Medea
>
>
>

Mystress Angelique Serpent,
  Dominant Experiential Facilitator.
Website= http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent
      :D ;) :0 :) ;P :0 ;) :D :0 :) ;P :0 ;) :)
  Swami Beyondananda on the Golden Rule: "It seems that when
masochists do unto others as they wish to be done unto, they
become sadists," the Swami said. "Consequently, the Golden Rule
has been recalled by the Maker until this design flaw can be fixed."
 ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
 Vancouver, B.C., Canada. Officially the most beautiful city in the world.
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 15:01:36
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Anonymous z.Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #447
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>Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 14:28:01 -0700
>To: kundalini-l-ownerATnospamexecpc.com
>From: anonymous
>Subject: Re: kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #447
>
>Please post as anonymous
>
>thank you
>------------------------------------------------------------
> "The word is Ameyn....."
>
>i will not debate the English spelling with you, for it is possible that
>there is more than one spelling that can be considered correct.....one must
>realize that the spelling is merely a translation attempt to convey the
>pronounciation of a word from another language.....this in itself is
>difficult as there are many letters in Aramaic that do not have an
>equivalent in English and so a "best effort" has to be made to create an
>equivalent sound, the closest is AW MAIN although pronounced as one word
>(AWMAIN) Not pronounced as A(as in the sound of the first letter of the
>English Alphabet) MEN.
>
>As for similarity to the Egyptian word AMent.....Egyptian spoken Arabic is
>closest to that of the original (purest) Arabic.... i believe today's Koran
>is more easily read by those speaking the Egyptian dialect as there are less
>colloquial expressions used unlike in Jordan or Lebanon for example.
>
>BTW, Many so called older middle eastern tongues trace there origins back to
>similarities in the Phoenician tongue
>
>AMEN (SO BE IT)
>Z
>------------------------------------------------------------
>An explanation of the cockroach story
>
>regarding the six foot cockroach and four days...here is some numerical
>symbolism.... the number 6 written with the hebrew letter begins with what
>looks like a W and is called a Sheen and the fourth letter of the hebrew
>alphabet is written with a letter called Daled- in combination they could
>form the word Shadai.....Hebrew unless written out with grammar is usually
>written as a form of short hand (written with consonants only no vowels)
>Shadai is a name used in place of the holy name (the unpronouncable name) of
>G-D and so one might interpret this story as saying this is a message from
>the ONE to Frank to do no more drinking do no more harm to the physical
>
>The doctor's comment is that of a person lacking knowledge and wanting to
>have an answer for the patient...He is unwise....The wise one would say i do
>not know the answer.
>
>Yes, i have known many tongues for i am of the ages
>Z
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 15:10:56
From: Jeff Jackson <jacksonATnospamdaimler.ucs.indiana.edu> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Just Wondering
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970917151056.0a9797baATnospamdomin8rex.com>
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Greetings,

Having read some of the descriptions of experiences here, I was
curious about the possibility of the following being a phenomenon
associated with kundalini:

Several times I have experienced a terribly loud sound. There is
no external source for it. I would liken it to the sound generated
if one were to turn a high wattage stereo on full volume for a split
second. Or perhaps, a very loud burst from a baritone or trombone.

In all but one instance, it was short, not very loud, and not very unpleasant.
However, the last time it happened, a few years ago, I was almost brought to
my knees at the volume and the pain. The last time was once again a mere
split second, and the pain ended with the sound with no residual evidence
that it had ever happened.

Any recognition out there?

Thanks for your thoughts,

Jeff Jackson
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 17:51:42 -0700 (PDT)
From: M <chooseagainATnospamthegrid.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: the three stooges
Message-Id: <199709180051.RAA22226ATnospamgridsat.thegrid.net>
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Angelique wrote:

>As a tiny child, I was terrified of the three stooges.. would run and
>hide when they came on TV.. as my Mother has reminded me with some
>amusement..
> The really scariest thing was stupid people being mean to each other for
>no reason.. and other people laughing at them.. art imitating life.
>

I didn't hide, but I never stayed around if their lunacy was being broadcast
and I have never figured out their appeal. I can hardly believe anyone
could possibly find them funny. Is it chromozonal, or what?

M
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 18:16:30
From: SchrLLATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Monster Nun.
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970917181630.2acf5214ATnospamdomin8rex.com>
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Serpent,
Your shadow self, the monster nun reminds me of a book I read called"Owning
Your Own Shadow". Yes, I dreamed of terrible boggy men and monsters too. I
used to have terrible nightmares. Reading Casrlos Castaneda's books, I
learned to be a warrior in my dreams as well as when awake. I can fairly well
waste a boggy man now if I take a mind to. (In my dreams) The shadow book,
puts it all in perspective. It , the shadow, is only the other half of our
ego self which was threatened with extinction and made to go underground.
But it seems we bury the good along with the bad, mostly out of ingnorance
and confusion. There is much gold to be found in making our shadow conscious.
This is the task of healing.
When I learned that I must resolve opposites to be able to grow, I began to
mend my broken and miserable ego. Now I can see more clearly. I feel less
guilt ridden and more peaceful. Sat Chit Ananda Linda
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 18:17:45
From: SchrLLATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Ego: What is it?
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970917181745.2acf084cATnospamdomin8rex.com>
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In a message dated 97-09-17 04:36:52 EDT, you write:

<< the ego will act like the "poor me"
 saying "don't forget me, I'm here to help". Other times it won't come
 out to be seen. It also has cut, scratched and threatened its host/s in
 the meditation. >>
Sue.
This abusive treatment of the ego may only serve to create a larger and more
powerful shadow. If you banish the ego from consciousness it will become part
of the shadow, the unconscious. The ego is consciousness. When the shadow
becomes too powerful and too full of unconscious materials , it will become
an autonomous entity, taking over consciousness. This is madness, psychosis!
To become a healer, a bridge must be created between the conscious and the
unconscious, not a locked door!. the rose
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 21:52:33 -0400 (EDT)
From: LibraKat11ATnospamaol.com
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: 100th Monkey Business
Message-ID: <970917210750_268406474ATnospamemout07.mail.aol.com>

<< We could say, that by the same principle, in a restrictive way, as more
 and more people become enlightened, it will become more and more easier
 for the others to become enlightened. >>

This seems to apply to many things. For years no one thought a mile could be
run in less than 5 minutes. When someone finally broke this barrier and
achieved the 4 minute mile, many runners began to run a mile in under 5
minutes.

Thoughtforms (memes) have been studied since the 50's and there are several
books on studies that document the "contagiousness" of thoughts.

Kat
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 23:01:37 -0400
From: heidi <heidiATnospamadan.kingston.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: stooges and other mindlessness
Message-Id: <199709180301.XAA25005ATnospamadan.kingston.net>
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"

>>As a tiny child, I was terrified of the three stooges.. would run and
>>hide when they came on TV.. as my Mother has reminded me with some
>>amusement..
>> The really scariest thing was stupid people being mean to each other for
>>no reason.. and other people laughing at them.. art imitating life.
>>
>
>I didn't hide, but I never stayed around if their lunacy was being broadcast
>and I have never figured out their appeal. I can hardly believe anyone
>could possibly find them funny. Is it chromozonal, or what?
>
>M
>
>
>

Whether it was a movie or Grimm's or H.C. Anderson fairytailes or any other
thing that smacked of violence, as a child, I was always very uncomfortable
with it. Would hide or put my hands to my ears. Today, WILL NO LONGER WATCH
THE NEWS, downright BOYCOTT it. Haven't learned a thing, have I?????? ;) ;) ;)

Wishing y'all PEACE, for if you have that, it includes BLISS and HARMONY and
therefore inner HAPPINESS which is the only one we can ultimately count on.

Am
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 20:19:20
From: SchrLLATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Just Wondering
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970917201920.2e5f7984ATnospamdomin8rex.com>
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"

In a message dated 97-09-17 19:54:48 EDT, you write:

<<
 Several times I have experienced a terribly loud sound. There is
 no external source for it. I would liken it to the sound generated
 if one were to turn a high wattage stereo on full volume for a split
 second. Or perhaps, a very loud burst from a baritone or trombone. >>

i guess sometimes we are just not pauing enough attention. Have you ever
tried to get someone's attention who is ignoring you?
My first experience was while driving on the freeway. The sound went off in
my head and I must have jumped a foot. It was a loud ringing sound in the
middle of my head.........Look for patterns, the rose
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 20:18:26
From: SchrLLATnospamaol.com (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Question.
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970917201826.2e5f221aATnospamdomin8rex.com>
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"

In a message dated 97-09-17 19:39:26 EDT, you write:

<<
 But recently it came back..along with heat coming from my heart center and
 a tingling sensation coming from the very top of my head. sometimes i'll
 be in my car and i'll feel it and want to curl my spine backward to deal
 with it. i'm pretty new in dealing with energies in my subtle channels and
 any advice here would be welcome. i plan to ask one of my teachers when he
 gets back in the area about it, but i thought i'd shoot the idea out to
 the list too.
  >>
Heat, tingling sensations, energy while driving, are all familiar to me. I
found at this stage that I neeeded to do a lot of physical activity and
centering. Do you play volleyball? Seriously, fight fire with fire. If you
feel energy, become energetic! Work up a sweat, and find ways to tingle.
Homeopathic medicine works at curing like with like. Allergies get treated
with allergens which have been diluted. Listening to my body really helped!
I had to get in touch with myself, because I becsme a sensitive, psychic. I
learned to think holistically and to maintain balance in body, mind and
spirit. These are the things that helped me. the rose
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 20:39:32
From: Nancy <NancyATnospammagiccity.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Trusting the "U"
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970917203932.2e5f31ccATnospamdomin8rex.com>
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Hi all,

My life overturned this past year...business gone, marriage over, many
relationships severed, letting go of possessions, other personal
traumatic experiences.

At first, I was shocked. I hated it. I swam against the current, trying
to recreate my old life. The more I swam, the harder the current became.
But I am a strong current. I thought I had beat the current. But as I
started coasting to shore, I was pulled in life's undertow and died.

Death was easier than the struggle. But then I was given a second chance
at life. I didn't know how to proceed. I had some ideas about possible
directions but didn't want to get caught in the same current. My life
after death began with solitude. This provided me the time for my
caterpillar spirit to spin its coccoon.

(Right before I "died" a friend who could see auras noticed a pink hue
overtaking my normally green aura. After death, my aura was completely
pink. She described it as hard and shell-like. It didn't want her to
inquire about its purpose. It said she hadn't done her work and she was
not appropriate. The only message she received was that I had a trek to
complete. Two other people were involved. And then the warning, don't
search for the scribe. My friend has never wanted to see auras or see
spirits. After her encounter with me, she smelled this rotten meat
stench and was ill all evening. That night she had a vivid dream where
she was shown that in a previous life she had been a spiritual counselor
for those living and dead. This time she wanted a "normal" life. Her
guides told her she had only to ask and her spiritual sight would
disappear. Now she sees no auras nor spirits.)

The past couple of months I have been learning how to recreate my life.
I have used my natural urges but haven't forced things. I create the
vision, then let go and let the universe take care of the details.

This past week after 6 weeks of searching, I obtained employment. I am
working in a public relations department in a hospital. At first I was
excited (food! rent! insurance!). Then the daily grind smacked me. I
remembered why I didn't like having a job. Every day I also had to bike
8 miles to work because my leased vehicle had to be returned. I don't
mind exercise, but two nights ago it seemed a bit much. My neck ached
from stress, biking and my uncomfortable computer setup. I was biking
uphill with a 15 mile wind blowing me back. Every project I had
undertaken at work that day seemed to lead to dead ends. I HATE THIS! I
thought, knowing I should be grateful. THIS SUCKS! but most people would
love to have this job.

How can this job possibly have meaning? I wondered. Some of the k-posts,
particularly those talking about listening helped me. And some of my
e-mail friends provided some listening for me. Okay, maybe I just need
to add my light and love into whatever project I'm working on. Maybe
that's my purpose. This seemed to calm that restlessness.

Last night I dreamt that there was a dead monkey in a cage. It's skin
was half gone. This is disgusting, I remember thinking. Why is it in my
house. Yet, I was fascinated by it. I still don't know this dream's
significance.

But today, I think I discovered why I am where I'm at. I met a very
enlightened individual today who is involved in a "healing environment"
committee at the hospital. They are working to use the arts to help in
people's recovery. Her particular emphasis is music therapy. The group
is working on creating a library of music which would be available to
patients. It will take educating staff and patients. Meeting her today
just turned my whole attitude around. Wow. My crass writing, business,
pr skills could actually be used for healing! I feel so honored and
priviliged.

Tonight, I picked up a much older car which won't require monthly
payments. Finding that car was another gift. It was right on my bike
route and nobody else had called. After I test drove the car, the phone
was ringing off the hook with interested buyers.

I know a lot of us have experienced so much confusion, frustration and
pain with this thing called life. What's the point? I know I've
wondered. I just wanted to share that sometimes when we cease struggling
we can allow the universe to carry us where it will. Going with the flow
still feels unnatural to my striving nature, but it has become easier.

Thanks, my k friends, for being there to let me share my enlightened
moment.

Namaste,
Nancy
Date: Wed, 17 Sep 1997 22:13:20
From: Indra <indraATnospamsmartt.com> (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent <mistressATnospamdomin8rex.com>)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: Trusting the "U"
Message-Id: <3.0.1.16.19970917221320.0c2f4c4eATnospamdomin8rex.com>
Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii"

Hello Nancy !

What a transformation I perceive through your narration. A great motivator
it is to all who would read, understand and empathaize.
It has expanded my faith on the Universe.
Please share whenever you can.

God Bless,

Indra

Nancy (by way of Mystress Angelique Serpent ) wrote:

> Hi all,
>
> My life overturned this past year...business gone, marriage over, many
> relationships severed, letting go of possessions, other personal
> traumatic experiences.
>
> At first, I was shocked. I hated it. I swam against the current, trying
> to recreate my old life. The more I swam, the harder the current became.
> But I am a strong current. I thought I had beat the current. But as I
> started coasting to shore, I was pulled in life's undertow and died.
>
> Death was easier than the struggle. But then I was given a second chance
> at life. I didn't know how to proceed. I had some ideas about possible
> directions but didn't want to get caught in the same current. My life
> after death began with solitude. This provided me the time for my
> caterpillar spirit to spin its coccoon.
>
> (Right before I "died" a friend who could see auras noticed a pink hue
> overtaking my normally green aura. After death, my aura was completely
> pink. She described it as hard and shell-like. It didn't want her to
> inquire about its purpose. It said she hadn't done her work and she was
> not appropriate. The only message she received was that I had a trek to
> complete. Two other people were involved. And then the warning, don't
> search for the scribe. My friend has never wanted to see auras or see
> spirits. After her encounter with me, she smelled this rotten meat
> stench and was ill all evening. That night she had a vivid dream where
> she was shown that in a previous life she had been a spiritual counselor
> for those living and dead. This time she wanted a "normal" life. Her
> guides told her she had only to ask and her spiritual sight would
> disappear. Now she sees no auras nor spirits.)
>
> The past couple of months I have been learning how to recreate my life.
> I have used my natural urges but haven't forced things. I create the
> vision, then let go and let the universe take care of the details.
>
> This past week after 6 weeks of searching, I obtained employment. I am
> working in a public relations department in a hospital. At first I was
> excited (food! rent! insurance!). Then the daily grind smacked me. I
> remembered why I didn't like having a job. Every day I also had to bike
> 8 miles to work because my leased vehicle had to be returned. I don't
> mind exercise, but two nights ago it seemed a bit much. My neck ached
> from stress, biking and my uncomfortable computer setup. I was biking
> uphill with a 15 mile wind blowing me back. Every project I had
> undertaken at work that day seemed to lead to dead ends. I HATE THIS! I
> thought, knowing I should be grateful. THIS SUCKS! but most people would
> love to have this job.
>
> How can this job possibly have meaning? I wondered. Some of the k-posts,
> particularly those talking about listening helped me. And some of my
> e-mail friends provided some listening for me. Okay, maybe I just need
> to add my light and love into whatever project I'm working on. Maybe
> that's my purpose. This seemed to calm that restlessness.
>
> Last night I dreamt that there was a dead monkey in a cage. It's skin
> was half gone. This is disgusting, I remember thinking. Why is it in my
> house. Yet, I was fascinated by it. I still don't know this dream's
> significance.
>
> But today, I think I discovered why I am where I'm at. I met a very
> enlightened individual today who is involved in a "healing environment"
> committee at the hospital. They are working to use the arts to help in
> people's recovery. Her particular emphasis is music therapy. The group
> is working on creating a library of music which would be available to
> patients. It will take educating staff and patients. Meeting her today
> just turned my whole attitude around. Wow. My crass writing, business,
> pr skills could actually be used for healing! I feel so honored and
> priviliged.
>
> Tonight, I picked up a much older car which won't require monthly
> payments. Finding that car was another gift. It was right on my bike
> route and nobody else had called. After I test drove the car, the phone
> was ringing off the hook with interested buyers.
>
> I know a lot of us have experienced so much confusion, frustration and
> pain with this thing called life. What's the point? I know I've
> wondered. I just wanted to share that sometimes when we cease struggling
> we can allow the universe to carry us where it will. Going with the flow
> still feels unnatural to my striving nature, but it has become easier.
>
> Thanks, my k friends, for being there to let me share my enlightened
> moment.
>
> Namaste,
> Nancy

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