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kundalini-l-d Digest V97 #75


kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 97 : Issue 75

Today's Topics:
  Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
  book: Lazy Man's Guide to Enlightenment
  Prodigy Internet Healing Circle
  Re:Gloria Greco
  kundalini experience
  exericise to stop depression and brief mssg to Max, general replies
  re: Movie about epilepsy
  re: Tami-2
  [Fwd: ]
Date: Thu, 20 Feb 1997 10:50:52 -0800
From: MAX PRESCOTT <sumacATnospamwin.bright.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re: AutoPost from Kundalini Resource Center
Message-ID: <330C9D0C.18E8ATnospamwin.bright.net>

Hi Morgana, Do you find that by doing healing work that it calms the
energy or acitivates it? When I have tried meditation or tuning in to
spirit my kundalini seems to rush through my system so I haven't even
tried to do healing work. I am curious about doing healing work while
the kundalini seems to want to do its own thing. Love and Light, Colleen
 sumacATnospamwin.bright.net

Morgana Wyze wrote:
>
> Like most of you, I had no idea what Kundalini was when it first began.
> The religious tradition that I was studying in was in denial about
> the symptoms I was experiencing. My family elders were very afraid, we've
> always produced a numbers of psychics with each generation... many
> are so open that symptoms of mental illness occur until they live in an
> area of low population. I'd been trained since early childhood to
> manage psychic energies. There was real fear generated on every side
> that I was losing my sanity. Luckily a researcher was studying me
> at the time because of her interest in my native pagan roots. She had
> just returned from India where she was studying Goddess religion. She
> immediately recognized the kriyas I was experiencing and suggested
> some books on the subject.
>
> I was all over the place in emotions...psychokinetic disasters...pots
> and pans flying, glass breaking, anything electronic non-functioning.
> Truly a problem, as I was employed in the electronics industry. I
> crashed a few mainframe computers (once one was eighteen stories above me)
> and people began to notice. I couln't use a PC or even a copy machine or
> ATM, cash registers would balk. Very miserable.
>
> Divorce soon followed...my engineer husband couldn't take the wierd
> happenings, especially when I started attracting ghosts (yeah, really).
> Not a real loss, my personality had changed so much that we were
> strangers. Job loss...
>
> I was suicidal until I read page 55 of a book, Paulson's "Kundalini
> and the Chakras", which described an exercise to slow down the kundalini
> process. Once I could stay oriented to reality, the process felt
> really benign and I relaxed into trust. Everything was a lot easier
> after that.
>
> These days I'm an alternative healer. Electonics are safe as long as
> I work steadily as a healer, letting the kundalini energy flow from
> my hands. I'm able to read the energies of people, as well as their
> conscious and subconscious thoughts and belief systems. It's really
> rewarding, I'm so grateful for Kundalini. The word kundalini means
> "gift of the goddess", I read that somewhere.
>
> morganaATnospambest.com
Date: Thu, 20 Feb 1997 17:32:36 -0800
From: Peter Norton <pnortonATnospamatwc.teradyne.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: book: Lazy Man's Guide to Enlightenment
Message-ID: <330CFB33.4A7EATnospamatwc.teradyne.com>

Hi all,
wondering if this book 'The Lazy Man's Guide to Enlightenment'
has been an important influence for anyone on this list?
Does anyone have any stories about this book and how it has
touched them that they would like to share?
Seems like the book talks about everything except K, I wonder
why this is.

Does anyone know if the author, Thaddeus Golas, is still 'around'?
Has he written anything else? Did he ever teach publically?

I saw from a DejaNews search that one of the actors on StarTrek IV
was named Thaddeus Golas. Is this THE T.G?

anyway, great book, on a par with the Upanishads and all the other
great directly-inspired classics.

I like his discussion about Love as expansion, pain as contraction.
and how Beings come in three flavors, though all are equal:
space beings, energy beings, and mass beings. Our job is to
realize our nature as space beings via continuous expansion and
no resistance to whatever presents itself for our acceptance.
(i think)

Reminds me a lot of Da Free John.
About the same time frame, too, 1972.

Perhaps T.G. is like old Lao Tzu, leaving behind only a small
volume of essential aphorisms on his way through the checkpoint
of human civilisation out into the limitless universe(s)?

"What else did you think it was that needed to be loved?"
-Thaddeus Golas

cheers
Date: Thu, 20 Feb 1997 20:28:49, -0500
From: fluteATnospamprodigy.com (CAROLYN MALONEY)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com, zonta3ATnospamjuno.com, WorcaATnospamaol.com, niyameATnospamsprynet.com,
 jbaxleyATnospamicanect.net, rfeldmanATnospamjulian.uwo.ca, DiepenbrATnospamuss.uniworld.nl,
 AHarveyATnospamaol.com, strifeATnospamgeocities.com, gawainATnospaminlink.com,
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 madieterATnospamearthlink.net, stevieATnospamthepentagon.com, lodpressATnospaminetworld.com,
 wicca101ATnospamjuno.com
Subject: Prodigy Internet Healing Circle
Message-Id: <199702210128.UAC71474ATnospammime3.prodigy.com>

Earlier I mentioned a circle on the net.. Ok.. Im not sure if you can
get in.. but
irc.prodigy.net is where I will be having a Healing Circle .. It
will be in the Astrology/New Age
room. Tonight at 10:00pm Eastern Standard Time

If you can, Please join us..
Flute
Date: Fri, 21 Feb 1997 06:36:07 GMT
From: tyrone.waltonATnospamhhbbs.com (Tyrone Walton)
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: Re:Gloria Greco
Message-Id: <856506967ATnospamhhbbs.com>

Gloria,I wrote this before,but addressed it to the wrong person.So here
it is again....Gloria thank you for your welcome to the K-list.Are you
sure that the colors blue and red are from the first two centers.?I
thought these colors had to do with the 3rd eye.I say that because I had
a hypnogoic vision while concentrating on a certain mudra I use.

I had been concentrating on the mudra for awhile and lost awareness for
a time. When I became aware again I saw a being with grey skin and six
arms.In front of me,it was bent over doing uddiyana bandha.From it's
brow sprang a mandala tht started as a dot.Yhat became larger and
larger.The mandala was composed of 3 circled.The smallest inner most one
was colored black.The next or middle circle was red.The outermost was
blue.I know now this was an absorption experince.But at the time I just
ended the experince before I was engulfed by the mandala.

I've done some concentration on this mandala.And have found it has
something to do with the sleep state.Or the letter U in AUM.....On the
subject of the heart center....I have a tape by Harish Johari
called"Sounds of the Chakras."It has the mantra seed sounds plus the
sounds of the petals.I usually make a 90min loop tape with a mantra.And
listen to it while I ride the bus etc.I've been thinking about shifting
my concentration from the 3rd eye to the heart center.I've already made
a tape of the mantra,and also know the finger gesture for the center.

I figured that since I'm using Anahata madam for meditation.I should be
concentrating on the Anahata chakra.By the way I lost the URL for your
homepage.Could you please include it if you reply?

     Tyrone Walton
Date: Thu, 20 Feb 1997 22:54:19 -0800 (PST)
From: "anita grayson" <eiregrayATnospamhotmail.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: kundalini experience
Message-Id: <199702210654.WAA28776ATnospamf14.hotmail.com>
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My name is Anita and am in my thirties. I have just recently
became aware that I was having K experices only recently. But believe
it started quite a while back.
When I was quite young I would experince a tiredness. My eyes
are tired but I could not sleep. I had experiences with spirits and
psychic phenomenon when I was very young. Higher levels were only
natural to me. Its just been a way of life.
As I matured so did my clairvoyance and spiritual contacts.
I always seemed to be over there with my guides. It was very spirit-
ual but unnerving at the same time. Sometimes to the edge of sanity.
In my twenties I would experince energy serges through out my
body that would keep me awake at night. I remember them as golden in
color. The red colors came in my twenties also. I always associated
them with native american and problems in my life. I always felt
tired and thought I was getting sick.
In recent years I worked a lot at my life and where I wanted
it to go. I intensely put myself into literature, art and
music. I found the stimulation brought a profoudness in me that en-
voked deeper meanings. I started to read subjects that I had been
afaid to understand. Psychic phenomenon, OBE, past-lives, the occult.
These were things I had never investigated out of fear. I found with
lack of fear my abilities were endless.
A spirituality that was so serene that I accepted all in my
life. Past and present. A higher consciousness emerged. My decisions
were through my awareness. No longer right and wrong. I was free
and natural. TRUTH. At times my mind was so silent. No more chatter.
I had no idea that I was at k until my release. It was beaut-
iful.
 My life has changed so much that I have been having a hard
time adjusting. Now I am aware. I find it difficult to go into my
altered consciousnesses as easily as before. I guess it will come
back. And maybe the influences from the american indian (medicine
woman) past life I had. Which I believe I inherited some of her prac-
tices as well as the Hindu.
It is so unnatural for me not to be sensative and moving into
other levels of consciousness. Like alphas, etc. I feel my life is a
mess at the present. Its been a challenge and setback at times,
but I'll live.

Thanks for letting me
     bore you,

Anita

 


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Date: Fri, 21 Feb 1997 01:11:07 -0800
From: Morgana Wyze <morganaATnospambest.com>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
Subject: exericise to stop depression and brief mssg to Max, general replies
Message-ID: <330D6689.3920ATnospambest.com>

Re: request for exercise pg 55 Paulson's book

There's so much great stuff in this $9.95 book, I do say BUY IT.
Her system of secondary chakras is extraordinarily useful in healing
work. as is her technique for "blissing" out chakras.

Briefly, place awareness in spine at second chakra. Bring breath down
to the spine at the second chakra and mentally "blow" foreward like a
whale spouting out its' blowhole. Repeat twice more. Work up the next
five chakras, doing the same.
 Blow a column of energy up from the base of the spine through the crown
and wait... absorb the descending energy like the good sponge you are.
  Repeat, this time from base chakra..always bring the energy column up
from the spine through the crown, "see" the energy mixing with universal
prana and descending like a golden rain upon your body.
  This exercise stops suicidal thoughts, slows down the "purge" cycle of
kundalini.

Re: Experience of kundalini
We all have similar but different experiences. I found that I could
make agreements about when I was experiencing kriyas, and where.

Mssg for Max,
There are down sides and up sides to healing and the effect it has on
kundalini.
Your e-mail address is a bit tweaky- my typing? Tried to mail you.
Yeah healing for a profession slows down kundalini. Lots of others
peoples' shi__y energy comes with healing . This stops the experience
of a lot (not all) of the beauty of kundalini. My choice 'cause I'm
good with cancer and other "uncurables", hopefully not an ego trip.
Pays well and my heart has to respond, y'know?

Other replies:
THe healing work I do covers the spectrum. I have an agreement that the
universe can send me anyone as long as I can help them and empower them
as the healer, not me. So, I attract " kundalini openings with paranoia
and delusions, birth defects, past-life karma, exorcisms, physical
trauma, incest survivors, rapists, broken bones,and unhappy people who
just need some perspective, lots of cancer"- all are just "people".
People from all over the world. Folks with Prosperity issues,
people who want to get married or have children or achieve a goal.
All the same thing...energy. With an energy shift and a shift in focus,
people do really well on their own. Illness is just illusion..show them
the rationale, the benefit they're getting from perpetuating the disease
and people have a choice to make for wellness or to choose other sad
sh__.
 I'm a little kind and a lot honest. I read their minds as they're doing
the rationale for their behaviors and expose to them what their real
agenda is. Sickness often can't withstand that kind of exposure.
 Sometimes it's so tempting to do the "Avatar" or "channeling angels"
routine, because people are asking for that easy answer. Kundalini
taught me to stand in my truth and to ask other to stand in theirs.
Still trying after all these years. :)
Morgana
Date: Fri, 21 Feb 1997 01:04:15 -0800
From: Paco <darkwellATnospamidt.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
CC: darkwellATnospamidt.net
Subject: re: Movie about epilepsy
Message-ID: <330D650F.443FATnospamhaven.ios.com>

Does anybody know about the whereabouts or any info on Jack Weru, AKA
"Dynamo Jack", the amazing Indonesian acupuncturist and healer
who is seen in Lawrence Blair's documentary movie "Ring of Fire"?
Particularly you, Mr. Lalaji, you seem to know a alot about healers
in the islands. I already know that Elliot does. I'm doing some research.
Any info would be greatly appreciated. thanks
  Paco
Date: Fri, 21 Feb 1997 01:23:36 -0800
From: Paco <darkwellATnospamidt.net>
To: kundalini-lATnospamexecpc.com
CC: darkwellATnospamidt.net
Subject: re: Tami-2
Message-ID: <330D6998.6832ATnospamhaven.ios.com>

Nothing Is,
 If you can't "get none"... well, it's like this: there are
about 2 billion women on this world, and 2 billion men. That's
(1,000,000,000 * 2) women here, in this world. Many have desires
similar to you. If you say you can't "get none", what you are really
expressing is that you don't really want somebody real, an actual
living human (as opposed to a TV star) or, you just need to open up
to yourself and others more and then you can get more of what you
want. No matter how you might look, I'm sure there are lustful people
out there just waiting to play hide the salami with you. Just talk to
them if that's what you want.
  later,
   Paco
Date: Fri, 21 Feb 1997 01:33:32 -0800
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Re: request for exercise pg 55 Paulson's book

There's so much great stuff in this $9.95 book, I do say BUY IT.
Her system of secondary chakras is extraordinarily useful in healing
work. as is her technique for "blissing" out chakras.

Briefly, place awareness in spine at second chakra. Bring breath down
to the spine at the second chakra and mentally "blow" foreward like a
whale spouting out its' blowhole. Repeat twice more. Work up the next
five chakras, doing the same.
 Blow a column of energy up from the base of the spine through the crown
and wait... absorb the descending energy like the good sponge you are.
  Repeat, this time from base chakra..always bring the energy column up
from the spine through the crown, "see" the energy mixing with universal
prana and descending like a golden rain upon your body.
  This exercise stops suicidal thoughts, slows down the "purge" cycle of
kundalini.

Re: Experience of kundalini
We all have similar but different experiences. I found that I could
make agreements about when I was experiencing kriyas, and where.

Mssg for Max,
There are down sides and up sides to healing and the effect it has on
kundalini.
Your e-mail address is a bit tweaky- my typing? Tried to mail you.
Yeah healing for a profession slows down kundalini. Lots of others
peoples' shi__y energy comes with healing . This stops the experience
of a lot (not all) of the beauty of kundalini. My choice 'cause I'm
good with cancer and other "uncurables", hopefully not an ego trip.
Pays well and my heart has to respond, y'know?

Other replies:
THe healing work I do covers the spectrum. I have an agreement that the
universe can send me anyone as long as I can help them and empower them
as the healer, not me. So, I attract " kundalini openings with paranoia
and delusions, birth defects, past-life karma, exorcisms, physical
trauma, incest survivors, rapists, broken bones,and unhappy people who
just need some perspective, lots of cancer"- all are just "people".
People from all over the world. Folks with Prosperity issues,
people who want to get married or have children or achieve a goal.
All the same thing...energy. With an energy shift and a shift in focus,
people do really well on their own. Illness is just illusion..show them
the rationale, the benefit they're getting from perpetuating the disease
and people have a choice to make for wellness or to choose other sad
sh__.
 I'm a little kind and a lot honest. I read their minds as they're doing
the rationale for their behaviors and expose to them what their real
agenda is. Sickness often can't withstand that kind of exposure.
 Sometimes it's so tempting to do the "Avatar" or "channeling angels"
routine, because people are asking for that easy answer. Kundalini
taught me to stand in my truth and to ask other to stand in theirs.
Still trying after all these years. :)
Morgana

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