kundalini-l-d Digest				Volume 96 : Issue 285 

1 Date: Fri, 20 Dec 1996 
From: Eagle 
Subject: A Prayer for Winer

Hello All

December 21 is the day of the Winter Solstice in the Northern Hemisphere. 
  The longest night of the year.  And although it is the first day of 
Winter, The nights will now begin to get shorter and the days longer.   
And the coldest days and nights of winter are yet to come.   
Winter is the time of long snows.  Short days, and very long nights.  It 
is the time when all hibernating animals have gone deep within their 
caves for the long winter sleep.  

For Humanity, winter is the time of introspection.  A time of going 
within.  A time to slow down, pull away from the madding crowd, and learn 
more about who we are.  A time to recognize that we are truly not a 
physical body attempting to be spiritual, but rather a Spiritual Being in 
the process of creating a perfect physical Universe.  Humanity has, for 
time immemorial, clung to the tiny glow of the firelight, waiting 
fearfully for the first glimmering of the new morn.  As we approach the 
end of this millenia, which many feel has been a long, dark night for the 
soul of humanity, we look forward to the dawn of the new age with hope 
and anticipation.According to the Maya Calendar, this is the year 1999.  
The Millenia is ending.   The new dawn is upon us. 

- This year, the winter solstice falls on 9 Manik and will set the tone 
for the last quarter of the Maya year (12-21 to 3-21).  With Manik, we 
will begin to understand how to be ourselves, and yet be in harmony and 
cooperation with our community.  We will learn how to balance seemingly 
contradictory desires.  The number 9 (the number of the godhead) helps us 
realize that everything is connected.  The string of past events has 
created what we are today.  The number 9 also helps us priortize and work 
only on what is really important.  From now to the spring equinox we are 
going to be called to complete unfinished projects.

The winter solstice is empowered by the energy of the full moon only 3 
days later on 12 Oc (12-24-96).  The definition of 12 Oc is magnified by 
the full moon and is about understanding truth.   

 
In honor of the Winter Solstice, I offer the following Prayer for Winter, 
from Walk in Spirit by Lynn Andrews.

O Great Spirit, as we move into a time
Of shorter days and longer nights,
Not unlike the winter of our lives,
We experience the coolness of your brilliance.

Star Shield Mother, who empowers my intent,
Great Spirit, give me courage to face my own frailty.
Give me courage to walk on the path of heart.
And if I have failed you,
Help me to understand how I can better
Tear away the veils of ignorance,
And live more fully in the coming year.
Help me, Great Spirit and Mother Star Shield,
To manifest my act of power,
To provide the mirror for my sisters and brothers
Of integrity and impeccability,
As a warrior of the spirit.
Great Spirit, I am yours in my heart and soul.
As I lie down for the long winter to pray 
To more deeply understand my true nature,
And the nature of this Great Mother Earth,
My spirit is like a hollow log filled with your light.
May I never lose touch with what is real and true.
May I touch the snows of winter with my fingertips,
And be reminded of the purity of your being.
May I see the reflection of your face
In all of the beings who surround me.
In my long dream, through the long winter night,
May I receive symbols from you
That will deepen my understanding 
And help me to go beyond the limits of language
Into the dreamtime.
I await the imprinting of your knowledge
Into my emptiness.
Help me to understand, Great Spirit
All that I have come here to learn in this lifetime.
As I move into the sacred dreamtime of the winter,
I offer my prayers and gratitutde and love,
Oh Great Spirit, for my life. Ho!



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2 Date: Sat, 21 Dec 1996 
From: "Daniel L. Rusch-Fischer" 
Subject: Thanatoptera

THANATOPTERA

Live on emerald forest floor in everlasting Land of Lore.
Thanatoptera set against, by God, the man to lay him waste.
And laughed in mirth to see the lie of life unfolding;
Lifting up and dashing down before His omnipresent face.

And when at last the man prevailed
Thanatoptera's many modes,
The Deity looked down again
And saw the travesty profane
His universal pleasantry
And laughed again.

A thousand stars, at moment's bidding,
Sped through space in single aim
And dashed to atoms
Deathless Land of Lore.

And when at last the heavens stilled,
The Lord a world began to build.
And as he dubbed it Land of Lore,
Laughing sounds were heard once more.

(c) Winter Solstice, 1967 Dan Fischer (English)
(Arabic translation a gift to Sheikh Sabah al-Salaam al-Sabah, Kuwait)



3 Date: Thu, 19 Dec 1996 
From: E Jason 
Subject: Re: Countdown to Apocalypse

Hi Jan,

Jan Watson wrote:

> > Most people believe in Astrology and yet it has NEVER EVER predicted
> > anything of any value.
> 
> Ooops.  I'm surprised.  Just because 99% of current astrology is a
> degraded form of what is possible, doesn't mean that it doesn't work.
> What may also be true is that those who really do know how to predict
> know much better than to release their knowledge to those with no
> capacity to understand it with or without the immediacy of context.  Do
> you especially not refrain from speaking the truth bluntly?  do you not
> clothe your truth in humour to help it slip by the ever vigilant
> rational mind that disallows deeper wisdom to enter past its reality
> filters  So too with astrology.  The wise clothe their knowledge gleaned
> from that and direct perception.  Ironic isn't it.  The emperors clothes
> in reverse are mistaken for nakedness.  

Quite right too. I could not agree less, so I will more than agree.
Of course it was the 99% that I was deriding. 
The 1% I would not dare deride as I know nothing of it 
- which is a great deal less than most.
As a nudist in winter I can only be glad that rationality has long ago
escaped me . . .

 
> > It is possible for people to remote view (even through time) and good
> > luck to those with this capacity . . .
> 
> They don't need luck, they need Grace to stay sane.

Why on earth are people so attached to sanity? And who is Grace? 
Some sort of naked astrologer?


> > All the pathways are travelled but we travel (experience) only one and
> > this is the one of our choice . . .
> 
> I'm not sure.  It seems that when I do not judge others, I walk in their
> shoes and so, actually experience microcosms of their life as if it were
> mine, and so it becomes mine too;  I live a thousand lifetimes in one as
> many different souls.

Bit too profound for me - is this something to do with :
1. Reincarnation without bothering to die?
2. Moccasins?
3. The certainty of uncertainty?


 
> >         Web Site http://dspace.pipex.com/town/place/vv60/
> >     *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*
 
> website is not responding.
Glad to hear it. Hopefully people will give up . . . 

 
> Lobster, be you Christian, Athiest, or whatever, I hope that the best of
> the spirit of this holiday  grabs you in a great big  bear hug - you
> know, like the contellation.

-
Thanks Jan, definetly whatever
Thanks for the "best of the spirit"
What can I wish you and others
but what you yourself would wish for . . . 


Most Kind Regards 
the naked Lobster

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4 Date: Sat, 21 Dec 1996 
From: jamesATNOSPAMxopen.co.uk
Subject: Re: Enlightened people?

At 00:31 19/12/96 -0800, you wrote:
>Hi,
>Wonder if the following is true . . .
>
->
> You are not enlightened

Perhaps the reverse, we are all enlightened but the mind is tricky
and it causes to deny the truth.

> You do not know how an enlightened person will behave

It was once said that an enlighten master was asked about what
it was like to be enlightened. He replied "When I am hungry
I eat, when I am thirsty I drink, when I am tired I sleep"

My own enlighten master had a presence and an authenticity,
this authenticity meant that he was present, because he was
present his behavior was not fixed and based on the past.
In that sense he was entirely unpredictable. Thus a non
enlightened man can never know how an enlightened person will behave
because unlike the unenlightened the masters behavior is not stereotypical.

> Therefore in all humility I ask how can you research something of which
> you know not?

No  enlightenment cannot be attained by research, all the religious 
books in the world do not help. That is the role of the master,
the disciple through being with the master, through living with
the master can wake up!

> The truth is the enlightened study you
> When YOU show the capacity to learn "The Master" who was always there
> appears.
->
Yes absolutely. these days all things are my master, my colleges,
my friends, the neighbors cat, my garden. The watcher has the capacity to
learn, those who are asleep cannot learn because they use all
that happens simply reenforces the minds perception that the dream 
that is life is real.

Wise and blessed be 

Sargam
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5 Date: Sat, 21 Dec 1996 
From: lodpressATNOSPAMinetworld.com (Gloria Greco)
Subject: Re: Ear noises

Eagle wrote:
> 
> HELP!!
> 
> Hi All.
> 
> I am reading about energy and dreams and ....
> 
> I have been having some intense and strange dreams for the past two
> weeks.   Seems like anything that I have not already cleared over the
> past few years, is getting clearedc in my dream state.  And sometimes it
> feels like I work all night.  All that I can handle, no big concern.
> 
> For the past 2 or 3 days (time has become a blur)  I have had the
> strangest thing going on.  Noises in the ear.  They are extremely
> difficult to describe.   Not ringing, or tones.  Those I am familiar
> with.   And with those it is easy.  Jsut sit and listen to the message
> and in a few seconds the tone or ring stops, and then a little later I
> get a message translated to English.   This is different.
> 
> This sounds like wings, but not wings.  like drums, but not drums.
> like Morse code, but I cant seem to make it out at all.
> 
> The sound seems to come in a series.  There are the noises, then they
> stop about 5 secs, then start again, this time with a different pattern.
>  Then stop 5 secs, and start again, with an entirely different pattern.
> Then it stops for awhile.  Several minutes, then the whole thing starts
> over again.  At first there was long spaces in between each sequence.
> Hours.    The frequency of the sequences is increasing.  Until now, there
> is hardly any space between sequences.
> 
> I do not have an "earache".  Although the sounds, when they start, are
> intense enough so that I feel almost pushed out of my body.  It is loud
> enough, and intense enough that the automatic response of my body is to
> pull away.  Twice in meditation class I nearly jumped off the right side
> of my chair when the sequence started in the left ear. (these are only in
> the left ear).  And the frequency and intensity of sequences have
> increased so much since 9:30 PM PST that I am now beginning to feel dizzy
> and although not disoriented.  It is extremely distracting.  And I am now
> beginning to feel a pearcing "something" right at the left side of my
> chest, about 2 inches down from the collar bone, almost in the hollow of
> the shoulder.
> 
> Each time the sequence starts, I stop what I am doing, and wait for to
> receive the message in English.  Not happening here!!   HELP!!  Any
> suggestions and/or input would be greatly appreciated.  This one has me
> completely stumped.    And I am not one who enjoys not receiving answers.
>   As it is my habit to expect answers from the universe when I ask a
> question, and I usually receive a prompt response.
> 
> I am off to be now.  I am not only beginning to feel somewhat dizzy, I
> also feel exhausted from the tension the sounds are causing in my body
> each time a sequence starts.  Now it seems that the sequences repeat 3
> times, then stop several minutes and then start over.
> 
> Blessings of Love and Light
> Sybil  *not Soaring tonight* Eagle.
> 


Sybil,
	Can you move the energy from the fifth chakra, that is where hearing is
located. When you are getting the message it is opening or moving up to
the sixth momentarily but then coming back into the fifth. I would
ground myself by opening up and asking the Holy Spirit to either help
you ride it out or bring the energies back into the heart chakra. This
may be something you just have to move through in which case just tuck
and roll. And, don't put negative energy out, it just sits in your aura
and creates reactions. Afirm it is a blessing and then enjoy it. Gloria



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6 Date: Sat, 21 Dec 1996 
From: Aleyiaha Anonatuk 
Subject: Planetary Alignment

Merry Meet
Passing this information on.
Planetary Alignment

January 23, 1997 - 12:35 p.m. New York City
Simultaneous Global Meditation 17:30 to 17:35 Greenwich Mean Time

On January 23, 1997 there will be an exceedingly rare and
archetypally appropriate planetary alignment, a moment in time
expressed in the heavens as a perfect six-pointed star.  This pattern
comes on the exact day that three outer planets, Jupiter, Uranus and
Neptune are conjoined together for the first time in almost two
hundred years.  Not since the
Renaissance have all five outer-most planets been so harmoniously
arrayed.  On January 23rd, this cluster of planets will center on the
first degrees of Aquarius, joined by the Sun, with the Full Moon
opposite them all.  Thus, perhaps this pattern may also be seen as a
symbolic representation of the long heralded dawning of the Age of
Aquarius.

Blessed Be Aley
http://www.gaiamind.com/invite.html
    
 

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You will find me walking time through fields of woven stardust
Listening to the heart song that spins the stars in the midnight sky
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7 Date: Sat, 21 Dec 1996 
From: lodpressATNOSPAMinetworld.com (Gloria Greco)
Subject: Re: Countdown to Apocalypse

Peter Norton wrote:
> 
> why do people take their hallucinations so seriously?
> will they post again after the predictions fail to come true?
> or will they find some snippet in the news to justify the
> fulfillment of their predictions?
> 
> This kind of thing happens so often, with the Moonies, with
> the Hare Krishnas, with the Seventh Day Adventists, etc etc
> 
> you would think people would smarten up a little after all that,
> but it seems these mystical auditions are so overwhelming and
> different when they are experienced, that we have to believe they
> are the literal truth, rather than just another level of dreaming.
> 
> oh well... happens to me too sometimes...
> 
> When Hale Bopp has come and gone with no big deal, I hope brother
> Antaris will reassure us of another imminent arrival so we can
> maintain the appropriate excitement of anticipation.  But, maybe
> I am just choosing to be in a parallel universe where Hale Bopp
> is just another dirty snowball?  Maybe it is really Santa Claus?
> 
> what is not forbidden, is mandatory.
> 
> anyway, excuse my ranting.
> 
> This week, I plan to forget all predictions of apocalypse
> and meditate on the blissful smile of a baby lying in a manger
> under a sweetly smelling tree and a brightly glowing star.
> 
> cheers

Peter,
	Yes, I agree, I'm enjoying watching the beautiful snow come down. We
have about 5 inches so far and it is just perfect. I am a native Nevadan
and love to have a White Christmas. Merry Christmas everyone. Gloria
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8 Date: Sat, 21 Dec 1996 
From: Antaris Ra 
Subject: Countdwon - ACLARATION:

Beloved ONES:
First what is going to happen about the 31st December 1996 or better
1999 (according to the MAYA-calendar) is  n o  question of beliving, but
of knowing.
The scientists from NASA and other places  k n o w  that the photon-belt
is going to touch Mother Earth at 31st December 1996 (at night?). But
neither the White-House or the Pentagon "knows" how to deal with it.
- It is very simply to "deal" with it, accept, that there will be 
energy-black-outs, be in LOVE and HARMONY and have some candles at hand
(oh yes, have some plankets, because it might get colder). So there is
nothing to fear. Mother Earth is shifting to a new consciousenes.
So, donīt speculate, if the photon-belt may come or not. Donīt 
discuss "it"; accept it. Be in LOVE, love yourself and everyone 
and everything. Peace over all frontiers.
I AM Antaris Ra Melchizedek
limiteATNOSPAMinfonet.com.py



9 Date: Sat, 21 Dec 1996 
From: SidWILSONATNOSPAMaol.com
Subject: Re: Reiki/ MRI

any further details?



10 Date: Sun, 22 Dec 1996 
From: Tim Duna 
Subject: Off Topic, but has to do with earth changes

        On December 21st/22nd, at 12:25am I started to get this great urging
that the earth needed to release her heart chakra.  It was anticipation,
pushing, that wouldn't go away, this kept up to about 12:35am.  Well, after
this, I thought it was just ego pushing, but at about 12:37am I felt
something wonderful.  I felt energy coming up in waves from the floor, and
it felt like divine love.  Images came up of nature not anything specific
but just earthen nature and love.  I truly believe that the earth released
her heart at during my times of anticipation, and I later felt this energy.
Has anyone else noticed anything different?  This is all in CST by the way.
Also, I think this release of earth is facillitating a great release in the
rest of the universe, allowing changes that were before unable to be made.
Mistress I know you channel Gaia, would love to hear from you on this.    
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        I think it will be a *truly* merry christmas and holidays this year.



Tim