kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 96 : Issue 280
1 Date: Wed, 18 Dec 1996
From: paulellisATNOSPAMearthlink.net (Paul Ellis)
Subject: Anesthetics...
Ori said:
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>Some sessions
>with a counselor/therapist (particularly a spiritually minded one)
>and possibly, being being prescribed some anti-depressants
>might be of great assistance while you navigate your way through
>the void of separation.
>
>At first, I was reluctant to do either, but in retrospect I would
>enter into that particular course of treatment willingly after seeing
>where it has allowed me to get to. It helped when I learned to think
>of needing an anesthetic for a painful operation... and to enter the
>void and begin to heal the separation can be a very painful experience
>for some people...
Just wanted to say that this idea of wisely used anesthetic rings a bell. My
own spiritual experience has led me thru some painful days. I can't speak
from experience about anti-depressants (nor am I disparaging them), but I do
use certain foods in a similar manner. For me, things like chocolate (its
mood-altering properties are well known) and also tea (both of which I use
almost medicinally) serve the same purpose. I think these foods just help me
keep an even keel when I'm experiencing the sort of "body depression" I
sometimes do.
Many ways to skin a cat... [shed a skin?]
Best,
Paul
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2 Date: Thu, 19 Dec 1996
From: Xochi Basmati
Subject: Late night ravings
Ah it is almost 4:00 and I have two finals in just a few hours. And when
the night gets late and the studying gets intense, and the mind gets giddy,
one's mind sometimes begins to wander with the sound of the ambient CD and
the hand begins to write...
The World has always been open to me,
and now I have to be open to it.
Open! Open! Open! Open.
Make love to it. End the contraction.
End the separtation. Now!
The world welcomes me with open arms,
with infinity in every breath. The
World is pure experience, infinity in
every moment, fantastic, fantastic!
5 billion people, and innumerable animals
and plants, all expressing the nature of pure
potentiality. To connect to the Void is to
open to what can be. Pure creativity.
So the World is ever changing in every
moment. I shall find my Way for
there is no way. The Path is no path.
The Time is Now...
--Xo
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3 Date: Thu, 19 Dec 1996
From: redormanATNOSPAMplix.com (Dorman, Robert )
Subject: [Fwd: Re: Mottled hands]
Thought the K folks could help this guy. Maybe reply to GlegATNOSPAMaol.com
since he's not on the K list and you probably are not on the orgonomy
list.
--Bob
>> orgonomyATNOSPAMjefferson.village.Virginia.EDU ('Orgonomy Mailing List')
I am an Australian of Caucasian descent who trains with a Korean ki-energy
training programme in Sydney. There the mottled appearance of my hands during
and after training elicits admiration: it is regarded as an indicator of the
strength of my body-energy or 'ki' field. The palms of the hands, soles of
the feet and crown of the head are considered major portals to the body's
energy system.
Numerous correspondences link ki (Chinese: qi or ch'i) and orgone; I have
for some time taken them to be synonymous.
Reich mentioned this mottling of the hands as a symptom of Dor sickness.
Can anyone tell me anything further about it?
Best regards
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Stephen Taylor
4 Date: Thu, 19 Dec 1996
From: Antaris Ra
Subject: Latest information: Keep your eyes and ears on it.
Beloved ONES:
SHEER PANIC DOES NOT SERVE THE HIGHEST GOOD ! ! !
I have been directed to call for a meditation to calm the panic within
the White House and US Military High Command.
Those of you who share my interest in following the comet Hale-Bopp, its
anomolous "companion" and other spiritual awakening issues will no doubt
greatly appreciate the messages I have gotten this morning.
It was about 9:30 am here in Hawaii, and I was responding to someone's
question about when I first learned about the Photon Belt. I wrote:
> I Read the book, "You Are Becoming A Galactic Human," by Virginia
> Essene and Sheldon Niddle over a year ago and was quite struck by all
> the info about the Photon Belt and its implications for planet Earth.
> Patricia and I have frequently over the past year "checked in" with our
> guidance about the timing of it. In September we got that the Spiritual
> Heirarchy had put up a hologram around either the Earth alone or the
> entire solar system (I think it was the latter) to "soften" or otherwise
> mitigate the effects of the Photon Belt's arrival. As a result, we
> presumed that what had been described in the book would either not
> happen or would be delayed and softened.
->
> As December came along, Patricia and I began to get that the hologram
> was in the process of being removed. (Just checked with my guides as I
> was writing this, and they did not concur with where I was headed.
> I will now proceed with what has just been given to me instead.)
>
> For what it is worth, I now get that the Spiritual Heirarchy was plannng
> to lift the protective hologram and allow the mass landings to take
> place this week to prepare us as I have described previously. Apparently
> in the past day or so the intense resistance from the U.S. Government
> has become so challenging to deal with that plans have been put on hold.
>
> As I write this, Patricia has just finished her meditation so I could go
> out and ask her to use her more direct way to access our guides and ask
> what's happening. She verified what I said (that's exciting for me, as I
> only have direct access to yes/no answers and have to develop the line
> of questions myself from my intuition). She got the following: The
> Spiritual Heirarchy still would like to come and help us deal with the
> Photon Belt, but for now they simply must let the panic that's occuring
> within the US Government die down before they can safely proceed. The
> go/no-go decision about landings has not yet been made, and I do not at
> this time have their support for broadcasting this on the web.
Later in the morning as I was out for my usual 12 mile bicycle ride
along the beautiful Pacific, the words, *sheer panic does not serve the
highest good* came to me, and I realized that panic is the only
remaining defense the US Military High Command has left in its arsenal.
At noon I received as clear a directive that ever comes to me to write
this note and ask everyone who reads it to stop whatever you're doing
right now if you can and take a bit of time to meditate on the Pentagon
and the White House. Please do whatever you can in that meditation to
surround the US Military High Command and the White House with as much
pure white light of love as you are capable of sending their way.
Whether or not this turns out to manifest into third dimensional
reality, I am told that the decision has been made to go ahead with the
landings. I believe we will only know if this is correct when we all
begin hearing the celestial music playing.
(I have just checked one more time and asked if the above message is
absolutely correct at this time [affirmative] and if it is for the
highest good of all for the message to be circulated broadly on the
internet [affirmative]. My final question was, "Who am I to say is
giving me this message?" I am a bit overwhelmed by the answer, which
was, "Jesus.")
--
Aloha from Maui, Hawaii and blessings for this Holiday Season,
Kurt Wright
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5 Date: Thu, 19 Dec 1996
From: stampmanATNOSPAMix.netcom.com (Daniel Rusch-Fischer )
Subject: Linda Blair
Oops, sorry,
I have been referring to having 'Linda Blair' episodes without
realizing just HOW I am dating myself and not being understood at the
same time.
Linda Blair was the actress that played the little possessed girl in
the movie 'The Exocist'. Was big time scary stuff back then. She
exhibited inhuman strength, gutteral bellows, speaking in tongues,
levitation, spinning her head around 360 degrees, puking pea soup, and
most horrifying of all said the f... word out loud (a sure sign of
satanic possession!)
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Jokingly, by using the phrase 'Linda Blair episode', I mean having one
of the kundalini awakening events that is usually attributed to
blockages being cleared in ones chakras. It can be accompanied by:
vocalizations, speaking in tongues, yelps, bellows, screams, gutteral
choking sounds, deep voices speaking from the chest, spontaneous
kriyas, mudras, asanas, dancing, ritual performance, shaking, sweating,
spastic movements, etc., etc. They can most often be quelled, but the
usual advice is to let them run their course when in an appropriate
setting.
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Witnesses can be even more frightened than the person to whom it is
happening, so it is important to educate yourself about the possible
occurances as well as anyone that you would expect to be present when
you let go with one of these events. The SEN (Spiritual Emergence
Network) and works by Dr. Stanislas & Christina Grof are just two of
the many excellent sources of information and assistance available -
this list is and has been GREAT therapy for many who have been going
through spontaneous kundalini awakening.
Hope that helps and answers,
Love and LAUGHING LICHT
Dan R-F (Dein Raumbruder-Freund)
6 Date: Thu, 19 Dec 1996
From: HowardCushATNOSPAMaol.com
Subject: Re: Aley's Post
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I think the writing and expression in that post are exquisite. Thank you.
And I think that oceanic feeling, which I know intimately, is pure bliss.
But I also feel that for one who is entrenched in a persistent darkness, it
can sound like just a big pile of words. This is what I wrote to Bruce. I
guess I feel like if Aley's post is a big star off in the distance, then my
own post is like a slender little overgrown trail that one might use to
travel heavenward.
-H
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B,
Many have responded in their way to your honest feelings. I want to add one
thing. In my case, I have learned that much of what I think of as a core
feeling is often the castles of obsession and stuckness I have built around
something. It seems like I am immersing myself, going into, the suffering,
but instead I am actually perpetuating the suffering by repeating a kind of
familiar pattern of engagement with it.
Often, when I experience the pain and then ask, what is going on, right now,
what is this, then I get an answer, like -- "I am feeling pain." Then the
next question comes -- "Can I be with this? just as it is? without having
to find a meaning or a purpose or change anything? Often, this complete and
unconditional surrender, along with a deep alignment toward witnessing,
allows something stuck to move through me.
I shift.
It's not a bargain, like, if I do this the feeling will go away, because
that's not full surrender. But whenever I do surrender fully, the feeling
always becomes something else. Feelings move, that is their natural course.
If they don't even under this surrendering process, then something very
entrenched is happening and then the tools of therapy and meds etcetera might
help. But even for the most tenacious stuckness, in my own case, I have
found that full surrender always seems to untwist the hose.
Take care,
Howard
7 Date: Thu, 19 Dec 1996
From: hbarrettATNOSPAMix.netcom.com (Holly N. Barrett, Ph.D.)
Subject: re: mass landings, "The dream"
I've had "the dream" for over 25 years off and on (I'm 49). It is
always a lucid dream and I've always believed it to have been prophetic
in some way. Flying holograms in the sky describes it very well though
once I looked at a reproduction of Van Gogh's "Starry Night" and it
took my breath away -- I thought he must have "seen" the same thing. I
don't ascend in the dream, though, just wait dumbstruck with awe
because I know the universe is about to change. Holly
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8 Date: Thu, 19 Dec 1996
From: Jean Deitle
Subject: Re: Cosmic Loneliness
I understand. I think the reason for Cosmic Loneliness is that in truth
you are alone, very alone, as anything with Consciousness is. If you
haven't noticed, it is impossible to escape yourself - THE SELF. You
cannot be aware of yourself outside of your own awareness. This has to
do with the inherent UNITY of all "things." You are the COSMIC ONE.
Therefore this loneliness of COSMIC proportions would not be a feeling
of seperateness from the universe or anything. It is much, much
deeper. It is a feeling that there is nothing external, nothing to be
seperate from - thus we are truly ALONE! (by the way if you say the
capitalized words in your head with lots of big spacey reverb it sounds
really cool!)
I think a big part of LIFE is coming to terms with our true nature, our
inherent aloneness. I think a lot of the things people have done
throughout history have been either consciously or unconsiously related
to their trying to deal with this. It is part of our life journey to
perhaps gain a healthy perspective on the SELF. I have at times felt so
lonely as to wish I could believe in an external god who would take care
of everything. I have chosen instead that this UNITY is something to
celebrate. Celebrate your SELF! Think of all the possibilties that NOW
exist. Remember that there is NOTHING that you have to do.
As to purpose - there is no purpose, so anything can have any purpose
you give it.
A prescription for loneliness? You got me there. You could try
meditation, embracing that aloneness. It will probably take time and
patience; but hey, we've got all the TIME in the world, right! You are
ETERNAL. Most of all, try not to worry about it. I don't believe
worrying ever helped anyone.
But then again I may be just full of it. When it comes down to it your
just going to have to figure it out for yourself.
Bon Chance!
The Orangutan
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9 Date: Thu, 19 Dec 1996
From: stampmanATNOSPAMix.netcom.com (Daniel Rusch-Fischer )
Subject: Chac Mool (corrected)
This morning while jogging at the spa at 4:30 A.M. I suddenly saw an
obsidian dagger in my hands. This dagger came to me years ago; early
1970's I think.
While I was working at G.E., a fellow employee handed me a
cloth-wrapped object and asked me if I could discreetly find out what
it was. He had dug a hole in his yard North of Milwaukee, WI to plant a
tree and had unearthed a burial mound with arrowheads, stone jewelry,
etc.; but this was the most unusual object there.
Through my contacts at the Milwaukee County Museum I was able to
find out that the object was an obsidian ritual knife, that the
obsidian had come from the Crater Lake area of Oregon, that it was
exactly like those used by the Maya in Mexico, and that it had made its
way here through established Indian trade routes, probably 1,000 to
1,500 years ago.
- I remember how I was awe-struck by the beauty and feel of this
thing in my hands, how just touching it would affect me mysteriously.
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A disembodied voice then said, "I placed it there a thousand years
ago for you! It has the life energy of ten thousand warriors in it and
that was passed to you. You didn't know it then, but wheels were set in
motion at that time that has brought you to where you are now and will
carry you to your final destination. Recall now the dream I sent."
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I remembered then a dream I had had at that time. In it I had gone
to a delapidated building and lifted a flagstone at its entrance to
find half of a broken golden disk. It vibrated with a warm song as I
held it in my hand.
I walked to the summit of a nearby hill and waited. Soon, over the
horizon, another came carrying the matching half of the disk; this half
was, however, silver. The other approached from the East and as we
neared we held up our respective halves with each broken edge facing
the other.
As the distance between us narrowed, the ground shook, the sky
darkened, purple flashes of volcanic lightning struck up from the
ground, the air vibrated subsonically with an ever-increasing intensity
and the wind became a steady gale.
We were now at a place where we could touch the fractured edges of
the disks together and proceeded to do so. Like pushing two North poles
of a magnet together, we put all of our effort into overcoming the
repulsion. The natural violence increased wildly as blinding light
started blazing from the narrowing fissure between the disk-halves.
Jagged, bottomless, black rents started appearing in the fabric of
space and expanded. A voice came saying, "All was born of the schism of
nothing; all now joins to heal the rent!"
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Other than that, my morning workout was uneventful,
Love and LAUGHING LIGHT,
Dan R-F (Dein Raumbruder-Freund)
ps: You are like obsidian at times and diamond at others. When struck
the dark obsidian fractures conchoidally, leaving edges that cut like a
razor; in the diamond the same blow produces a cleavage plane that
returns light in blazing, irridescent beauty.