Date: Wed, 17 Jul kundalini-l-d Digest Volume 96 : Issue 56 [1] From: Graham Dumpleton Subject: Re: a few pondering questions Michelle Withers wrote: > Is this a group which is trying to follow a specific guideline for > awakening the "kundalini" energy? I had thought that we were trying NOT to > define it so rigidly, because we are all so different, and have lead such > different lives (plural), that only WE could possibly know what WE are > about within. > > I haven't read any books on awakening any energies, and yet I have > accomplished - without knowing - many mysteries which people seem to have > studied for years to accomplish. I am having a wonderful time with these > new magical loving angels/energies which are a part of my new reality, I > just wonder if anyone on this group is interested in these types of > awakenings/experiences? My experiences don't fit into ANY type of > teaching/doctrine, and I am sure that someone would denounce them as > maddness. > > In my belief system, we are ALL going to be opening a gateway to heaven > within ourselves, so we can feel/know just a little bit more of our spirit, > and maybe we will be able to live together in harmony better - anything > would be an improvement on the way the world is headed. You have an understanding which many people do not accept easily. That is, that there are many paths to God. Too often people will push a particular doctrine because they believe it is the only correct path. You only need to look at how splintered the christian faith is, each church with their particular interpretation of the bible and the teachings of Jesus and their belief that their interpretation is the only correct interpretation. Then you have the often vast differences in the doctrines between totally different faiths. There are things to be learn't from all doctrines and all spiritual teachings no matter what their source. Some will feel more comfortable with following a particular faith, others may look into many and mold a belief system of their own which is a composite of many ideas. Utlimately though, any spiritual teachings are simply there to help you along the way. Eventually you will reach a point where you will simply know God and your actions will be the actions of God. All scriptures at this point become meaningless as they are no longer required. Thus, that you may have got there by some completely different path to most people means nothing, as in the end, what God sees is only our soul or atma, the essence of what we are. -- Graham Dumpleton (grahamdATNOSPAMdscpl.com.au) [2] From: SYL228ATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: To Natha I know what I experienced. You can study all the great masters in the world- they only use words to describe an experience that is beyond words. Obviously you are kowledgeable, but what have you experienced? Even if you have had the same full blown 'K' rising that I have, involving the same bodies, you experience is yours and mine is mine. Please never disparage another's experience, it is insulting, and I believe one of the first things we must develop is humility. NONE OF US HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS. If you had addressed those remarks to anyone else they would have left the list, and felt tremeduous humiliation. Fortunately I am made of very tough stuff. 'K' has taken me past the ability to be offended to a place of peace. I stated at the beginning that I am very right-brained. You I think came fron a left brained perspective in your reply to me. That I think is the problem. A picture is worth a thousand words. I took no offense, in fact you implied I had childish notions. I take that as a compliment. After all, in every tradition, there was a certain element of childish innocence in every great saint. Not that i am a saint, but maybe I am farther along that I thought if I manage to maintain childlike thoughts and humor throughout this process. To enter the kingdom of heaven you must become as a child. Thank you for your support out there. all those who have already commented, I appreciate it. I must apoloogise for the typos. Last time I tried to correct one my mail was sent unfinished. I am learning typing, computing, and E-mail all at once in order to participate in this list, a mean task if ever there was one. So bear with me. I am a fast study fortunately. Much love Jule [3] From: reikiATNOSPAMbbs.pennet.com Subject: brief intro and stuff hi, i have been a lurker for about a month or so, and would like to participate now. i am a long term martial artist (17 years) and my first expereinces with energy began a long time ago. in the chinese martial arts we can experience and work with chi, which in some ways is the same a K energy, and in some ways different. my early experiences with energy were localized in my hands and arms. as time went on, i began to work seriously with rooting exersizes. when you root, you basically stand with the legs shoulder width apart, keep the spine striaght, and sink into the legs with the knees bent and the weight on the heels. i would do this for an hour at a time, and then do this at work. i was doing this regimen in 1989 when i was working as a corrections officer at Camp Hill prison in Pennsylvania. I worked there for about 3 months, when we had three days of rioting. I was taken hostage during the riots and subsequently diagnosed with post tramatic stress disorder. At this time I had no knowledge of Kundalini, or the symptoms. I believe due to the Chi Kung and rooting that i was doing, and the expereince at the jail my Kundalini went active. Prior to the expereice i had experienced several strange things, and after that things really began to get interesting. I'll save those for another time. i guess what it comes down to is this list is extremely important for the exchange of information and love. I know if I had been more knowledgeable at the time about this expereince I would have had a more positive expereince. now, i am a healer with a great sense of purpose and wish to extend love and light to you all. I'll bore you all some more some other time in love john reikiATNOSPAMhhs.net [4] From: SYL228ATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Epilepsy, OBE's To Lori: I have had a lot of bizarre allergic reactions to foods,befor,during and after 'K', It occurs to me this might be part of your problem, because epilepsy can be caused by an allergic reaction. On OBE's I have had spontaneous OBE's most of my life. The funniest was when I got married. I hovered above my body during the entire ceremony, only returning when we walked down the aisle. I always tease my husband that I did not really marry him at all. Seriously though, I leave at any time of great danger, fright, or extreme fatigue. Certain sounds jolt me out of my body since "K', and this can be a great problem. The books by Robert Monroe, Journeys out of the Body , and others address this in relation to sound. I agree we tend to go to dfferent places depending on which chakra we exit out of. I do know of one person near me who had experienced "K" and went to a discussion group she ran. It was very difficult to be near her physically, because our combined energy almost knocked me out of my body. I left because I had to spend too much time just grounding myself. Love Jule [5] From: SYL228ATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: To Michelle and the others Yes Michelle I agree that there are spiritual entities helping us with our evolution. As far as I can see the whole galaxy might be watching our progress with great interest. My own personal opinion is that we did at one time have a great deal of knowledge but no love and so we destroyed ourselves. I cannot prove this of course, but it does explain why there is the explosion of kowledge now. We may be in the process of regaining what we knew. The fall may be a religious way of explaining how we nearly destroyed ourselves. So much for my ideas. I think if there are 4 billion people there are 4 billion paths to the center. The Eastern traditions have a great deal to offer, but so does every tradition. It is very noteworthy that NDE's are always told that all that matters is love and kowledge, not the tradition or discipline you followed. Ultimately I think our own higher selves are our best guides. The traditions are only like maps to help us find our way. The sharing is great, but if any one of us thinks we have the only way, we are wrong. Seems to me from your posts that you are doing just fine. Personally your input has helped me a lot. I too have had all kinds of encounters,we make what we can of them, they teach us, and then we pass on to the next lesson. It is all grist ffor the mill. Love Jule [6] From: SYL228ATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Kundalini and mental illness When my "K" rose I heard all the voices of the collective unconscious, the voices of the ancestors if you like. I also saw many thins on other planes much of which was incomprehensible to me. This was very scarey, but things eventually calmed down. 'K' is a physical experience and it disrupts the body tremenduously if we cannot contain it. It is like electricity and electricity run amuk creates havoc. Read danion Brinkley's account of being struck by lightning and the years it took him to recover, and you will see what I mean. The body seems to store the experiences of our ancestors in the DNA-genes and they surface in 'K'. This enables us to read the collective unconscious, but if the process is not orderly, we are in trouble. A similar thing happens in mental illness,but the body has broken down for other reasons. My mother has been mentally ill for 42 years and I've watched closely what happens to her. When she is on drugs, she is calm but very doped up. If she comes off the drugs, she is not herself. The illness manifests and her spirit leaves or has a very hard time containing the illness. At these times she is always dealing with archetypal themes. This is not pleasant to watch, and as she gets older she is breaking down even more. I bring this up because many people who have 'K' experiences have had to spend months in mental hospitals. The yogis warn us not to try to raise 'K' alone. They say if we have a bad experience it may set us back many lifetimes. Of course it will, if we cannot contain it and our bodies totally shortcircuit as my mothers has. The safest way seems to be to have some kind of structured guidance. I used Christianity and so my guide was Christ- equally well I could have followed the Buddha, Moses or a guru who is in a physical body at the moment. What matters is that I followed Christ's teachings very seriously, and believe me there is nothing easy about loving your enemies. I spent years asking at every turn ( and still do) What would Jesus Do?, and then trying to do it. My only motive was to be closer toGod. This brings me to my next point. I think that we need to always examine our motives at every turn. Why do we want to experience'K' ? Is it to be more spiritual? or is it to glorify ourselves and say we too have gained this state? Our motives need to be very pure if we are not to experience derangement permantely when "K" rises. It will all hang out then believe me, if it didn't before. Even after "K" there is spiritual development. I approach the future with trepidation, "K" was bad enough, what next? Personally I was appalled when it happened, and wondered if I would even survive. The experience may parallel the LSD experimentation, in the 60's. Some had wonderful trips, some went insane, and there are those out there who are still having bad episodes periodically to this day. Once it is aroused, there is no going back. What I have experienced is not glamourous, and there is a big danger of self-inflation with it , those power - control problems that I still say come from the solar plexus. Sorry that is my tradition. If power complexes take over we can completely sideline spirit in the process, and that misses the point. We are trying to bring the body and spirit closer together, not drive them further apart. At-One-Ment (Atonement) is at one ment of body and spirit. Much Love Jule [7] From: Wendy Subject: kids my "identical" twin Scorpios are so competitive bicker bicker bicker it makes me laugh it's nice to see so many kids here in the neighborhood to "play" withURL: http://www.tiac.net/users/wenders Being mad in a world gone sane might be counter-productive. - WAG ___________________________ Don't take advice, take a chance, roll the dice, learn to dance. - David Wilcox __________________________ [8] From: LwMema3ATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Re: A View - Through My Eyes Debee- Thank you for the wonderful story, I think it is just what was needed (IMO). It is very inspirational... :D Light and Love, Lori [9] From: georgevATNOSPAMeor.com (georgev) Subject: Who is it god or the universe that is our spiritual center? Real angels and a gods halo was a helmet. In the new world they thought they were gods becasue of the helmets and their space suits. It was the mistake to think that someone from outer space was your god. Some did create us but through genetic energineering. There is a creator and that is the universe. All the things that are...are. What is...is. Observe the world as it is and it will give you its knowlege for free. Transend your distractions and reboot to the source of the universe. We are spiritual aliens in human bodys. By rebooting to the source of the universe our spirits get their source data so that we can just observe the world as it is and also change it to a alien spirit in a human body. george [10] From: Natha Bhaktyananda Subject: Answers Patti has written: Natha, Thank you for your reply. First I wish to assure you I meant no harm with my question. I believe it is a loving thing to do to clear up any questions one might have about another before leaping to conclusions. --------- To Patti, Thanks for your kind reply; neither has it ever been in my intention to offend anybody, but only to restore the truth to the position it deserves. I hope to hear good things from you further on. God's joy with you, Bhaktyananda --------------------------------------- Graham has written: (...) Simply because a specific term does not appear in someones vocabulary doesn't mean that it should be ignored completely and discredited. (...) In spiritual matters, or any matter, one has to be cognizant that there are widely differing viewpoints and language to describe those viewpoints. (...) What effect are you likely to have on a person if you rebuff their ideas because you disagree with the language they use? (...) All you can do is present the information to them, one should never judge for another what is correct in incorrect. --------- To Graham, You sure have lectured a lot (and with a lot of good words :-) on the policy of writting oily messages to others, but unfortunately I have to confess that I am no politician. So if next time you are going to inform us that Paris lies somewhere close to the South Pole, I am simply going to denounce that as mere bull, even if "one should never judge... etc.". If I have disagreed with some opinions expressed on the list (and I intend to keep up the good work whenever necessary :-), you can be sure that that was not because of "lacking those terms in the vocabulary" or "because I disagreed with the language", but simply because the ideas *were* false. As about the effect of such poor politic sense, I keep hoping that this is a discussion list and not a United Nations' meeting, and that people do not take personally the unavoidable stumblings in the trial-and-error process of discovering the truth. Spiritually yours, -- Natha Bhaktyananda Købmagergade 28, 2., 1150 K Denmark Tf.: (45) 33930858, Fax: (45) 33930668 [11] From: HB28277ATNOSPAMsprynet.com Subject: Re: Confusion in the light Thank you Natha Bhaktyananda, for your clarification. >Please write more! sincerly, Michael [12] From: Graham Dumpleton Subject: Re: Answers Natha Bhaktyananda wrote: > > You sure have lectured a lot (and with a lot of good words :-) on the policy of writting > oily messages to others, but unfortunately I have to confess that I am no politician. So > if next time you are going to inform us that Paris lies somewhere close to the South > Pole, I am simply going to denounce that as mere bull, even if "one should never > judge... etc.". So you should. An underlying message intrinisic to the ideas I have been expressing is that no matter who says something, whether it me, a friend, the government or some spiritual teacher, you should not simply believe them because of who or what they are. Even when we reach the point of giving our lives into the care of God, this does not remove our responsibility to discriminate between different information we receive. It is our responsibility to live from day to day, God is there to guide us, not tell us what to do. If we were not to discriminate and judge, we could either end up doing nothing, or eventually put ourselves in extreme physical danger. We have to still make decisions in order to be able to determine what is the correct action in any situation in order to preserve our bodies (vehicle) and continue to honour God. One area where it is important to exercise discrimination and judgement is when we hear gossip. There were recently comments made about the sexual activities of certain Gurus. In reality how can we know the truthfulness or otherwise of such information given that we are so distant from the event. We would use our discrimination and subsequently judge the information as to its validity or otherwise. But even when we judge it, in the case of gossip, is it really a wise thing to continue to propogate it further. To quote from Sivananda: Energy is wasted in too much talking, unnecessary worry and vain fear. Gossiping and tall-talk should be given up entirely. A real Sadhaka is a man of few words, to the point and that too on spiritual matters only. PS. Don't believe a word I say. Make up your own mind. :-) -- Graham Dumpleton (grahamdATNOSPAMdscpl.com.au) [13] From: Wendy Subject: ego seems to be quite a bit of ego on here can i play? URL: http://www.tiac.net/users/wenders Being mad in a world gone sane might be counter-productive. - WAG ___________________________ Don't take advice, take a chance, roll the dice, learn to dance. - David Wilcox __________________________ [14] From: GgjiATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Re: a few pondering questions Michele, Your right, no one can put a label on what is coming down these days. Because things are moving so fast spiritually we have the perfect opportunity to simply let go and with total faith in our creator/God, the source, whatever, we become absorbed in the tremendous force. This started for me when I was an infant, and these next 50 years have been a moment to moment awakening experience with my teaching and initations from the spirit world. When we are prepared for awakening from previous times, it isn't that remarkable that one would awake, is it? Just observe, be thankful, love all you meet, and hang on. Gloria [15] From: GgjiATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Re: Touchy subjects & an Introduction Snowbird, HI, your mediations will help you relieve fears, thoughts, and anxiety about what ever is happening in your life. If you can meditate and become the observer, you can carry that knowledge forward with you. Then you can become the observer in all of your experience. When you get back far enough, one day the illusion will break, you will find that inner truth, peace, and love that will carry you for eternity. Everytime you open up to it, it is there. Gloria [16] From: GgjiATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Re: Fwd: Re: Von's inspiring experience Natha, I don't know that it is important to decide if one's experience is spiritual of mental, the important thing is that the awakening caused enough shock to the system that one is asking the questions necessary for that soul. Since we are living at a unique period in history, we will see many methods appear which were not normal 50 or 100, 200 years ago. It is vital that one is open to this moment, for this second is alive with potential and possibility for all. Let's remember that. I have enjoyed your posts. Thank you. Gloria [17] From: GgjiATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Re: brief intro and stuff John, Thanks for sharing about your experience, many people will open up through Tai Chi or other self disciplines. The important thing is to recognize that the body and soul can come together in the process, and provided one is detached enough to observe the experience it will evolve. So many people are hungry for knowledge, but there is nothing more important that direct spiritual experience because you are coming to know who you are as a spirit/soul. Isn't this what it is all about? Gloria [18] From: V487ATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Re: Answers Hi: Graham Dumpleton ------------------------------------------ You posted a reply to Natha Bhaktyananda's words in which he said: > You sure have lectured a lot (and with a lot of good words :-) on the policy of writing > oily messages to others, but unfortunately I have to confess that I am no politician. So > if next time you are going to inform us that Paris lies somewhere close to the South > Pole, I am simply going to denounce that as mere bull, even if "one should never > judge... etc.". ---------------------------------------------- Your reply was: >So you should. An underlying message intrinsic to the ideas I have been expressing is that no matter who says something, whether it me, a friend, the government or some spiritual teacher, you should not simply believe them because of who or what they are. Even when we reach the point of giving our lives into the care of God, this does not remove our responsibility to discriminate between different information we receive. It is our responsibility to live from day to day, God is there to guide us, not tell us what to do. If we were not to discriminate and judge, we could either end up doing nothing, or eventually put ourselves in extreme physical danger. We have to still make decisions in order to be able to determine what is the correct action in any situation in order to preserve our bodies (vehicle) and continue to honor God ----------------------------------------- Some how I have to feel a little sadness by the replies made to Natha. It's none of my business, I know. Natha is very knowledgeable in the subject area of kundalini. Most people in the U.S are not aware at all about the deep aspects of kundalini. Natha was trying to do what he could do to clear up many misconceptions on this subject. He did not have to, but I for one am very happy that he did. If I had his knowledge I am not sure if I would even try to explain to the general public. All along I was just waiting for the rebuttals to start coming in. I am sure that he also knew that some people would not agree, but he still tried. Now days it is almost impossible to get good information on this type of subject. As you could see in the previous post every thing just turned into sex. I really appreciate a different few point some times. ------------------------------------------------- You said: >One area where it is important to exercise discrimination and judgement is when we hear gossip. There were recently comments made about the sexual activities of certain Gurus. ------------------------------------------------ Every single person in this would has many skeletons in their closet or they would not be in this world. >The sexual activities of certain Gurus. These Gurus and also T.V. evangelists should know before they get involved with spiritual things that the creative energy will be awakened. They should not always think they are God. That is were the problem starts. They are not God so they will surely fall down. I will never set myself up as a Gurus or an evangelists, Etc. I am just a man. If some one comes up to me and says to me, I saw you in the bar last night or what ever. I will say I am just a man and I sure am not God. If you noticed many Gurus never wanted to be thought of as a Guru. It was the followers that built the organizations up and called these teachers Gurus, Etc. Many of them would be very happy to just live in a cave and many do. ------------------------------------ You said: >To quote from Sivananda: Energy is wasted in too much talking, unnecessary worry and vain fear. Gossiping and tall-talk should be given up entirely. A real Sadhaka is a man of few words, to the point and that too on spiritual matters only. -------------------------------------- Yes, I do agree with that quote, but I am not Sivananda. I am just a man. Love, Von [19] From: LMcilvennaATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Re: Touchy subjects & an Introduction My experience with kundalini energy began with Hypnosis also. I was seeing a counslor to work through some issues around sexuality and control. Because I found it very difficult to communicate verbally, he suggested we try some hypnosis. Once we had preceded through the breathing exercises and entered a room, he asked me to see someone on the stage. My head started to burn and I had this incredible pressure. All of a sudden, I do was out of my body and could see my body convulsing all over the place. This experience has been very violent at times, including banging heads on the floor, trying to pull hair out and scratching and slapping of self. It also has included speaking in tongues and sexual activity. [20] From: LMcilvennaATNOSPAMaol.com Subject: Re: Kundalini and mental illness Jule, I appreciated your post. I also come at the Kundalini experience from a Christian perspective. I would be curious to hear more about your experience and how it has changed/challenged your understanding of God and Christian theology. Lisa