To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/12/26 11:12
Subject: [K-list] Wim and kundalini
From: Marion Hanvey

Dear Wim,
I read your post on irresponsible kundalini. I had to write and tell you
that I thought it was incredibly brave of you to risk destroying yourself in
order to rebuild yourself. I could never do that. I take my hat off to
you. I would if I was wearing one, anyway!

Maybe the reason I'm such a scaredy-cat is that 7, nearly 8 years ago
my most favourite relative in all the world developed lung cancer.
At the time I was in a psychic development circle, and I began sending
absent healing to him every waking moment. Almost literally every moment I
was conscious. I got many psychic insights at this time, including seeing
his past lives. (I wasn't bothered about the psychic insights by the way,
and I thought my being taken to see his past lives was an intrusion on his
privacy, it wasn't my business)
Anyway, to cut a long story short, he still died (my uncle, 12 days afer his
50th birthday, on St. Valentine's Day)(Very apt he'd been married 4 times
and had 12 children)
The point to my telling you this though, is that all the absent healing I'd
been doing for months had done something to the distribution of energy in my
body. It's very hard to describe, but it's as though I did not fill up my
body. As though I stopped about chest level, and the rest was empty. I
found it very frightening. Nothing helped. I tried spiritual healing and
all kinds of things like that, but it made absolutely no difference
whatsoever. I thought I would go to see the doctor, go to see a
psychiatrist if I thought they would have been able to help me, then I
thought "What will they be able to do? There's nothing they can do."
This continued from February(when Merlyn died) to August, when by chance I
went to see a man who turned out to be a Yogi. I looked at this man who
seemed to be giving off the same energy that you imagine
Jesus gave off when you were a little kid, and thought, "I'll ask you"
Mentally I said, "Please help me". Mentally he replied, "Just hold out your
hand." The next day I was cured.
The point to this is that I think that subconsciously there is a little bit
of fear and wariness in me about messing with my body energies, certainly
consciously. I suppose the innocence has gone in a way.
A strange thing is that in September of this year I was attuned to Reiki 1.
I could not sleep! The energy was whooshing up and down my
body, blasting out of my feet. Blasting in my crown. In fact I was just
like a hollow tube, with this energy blasting up and down it.
I tried to get rid of it by sending it to trees ,grass the world everyone.
I prayed to God to unreiki me! Eventually I told the energy to stay no
higher than my shoulders, it could whoosh up and down to its heart's content
there, but to leave my head alone (so I could get some sleep) and incredibly
enough it seemed to work, it did what I told it. That was day 1. I had to
go back the next day for the next 2 attunements. I tell you I nearly didn't
go! All this energy took weeks to settle down , but it's all right now. I
might even risk Reiki 2 at Easter!
Just had a thought, it sounds like k doesn't it, but it was reiki.

I don't think I've ever written such a long post, Wim.

Best regards
Loulou
P.S. I'll read the others now, yours was the first one I read.

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