To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/12/22 11:01
Subject: [K-list] shootout
From: winter mute

On Tue, 21 Dec 1999 21:13:57 Wim Borsboom wrote:

Sudipt:
>Kundalini is physical experience of divinity.

You take the words out of my mouth... :)

Wim:
>Gratitude is expressed when one has been able to perceive this grace.
>At first I wrote "REceive this grace" but that was not right:
>
>grace is
>and has been
>and will always be
>already there

Thank you very much, Wim.
I think it's always there too.

I used to be a bit perturbed about the
happenings that Kundalini elicited
and wondered what to do about it.
The experiences were confusing when
the ability to take it all in and
bend like a reed
in wind had been surpassed.
Then I tried to give all emotions of fear,
confusion, anger, melancholy and loneliness
to the Goddess, meet the emotions head on and
shape them into a sort of
mandala, did not matter
whether it was ugly or good looking,
rickety or solid, and then
offer it up to the Goddess / God.

That gave me so much pleasure, the mandalas
of even negative emotion such as old anger
and annoyance turned into flowers of love.

It made me able to see myself and accept myself,
regardless of what other ppl think / thought.
(Of course now they all think I'm a weirdo
for not caring and for not following
the prescribed rules)
I saw that all emotions inside could be
given as offerings... as flowers...
and that all emotions were beautiful in their
own right.

I'm still doing it, I hope to always be able
to do this. :))

Best regards,

Amanda.

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